ElfHunter69
Changeling Seeking Truth
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I have always felt different or an outsider ever since I can remember.
When I was a young boy I was puzzled by the reactions of people in my school, mostly the adults, to the discovery of something I had done earlier in the day. I won't tell you what exactly I did. I will tell you that I was pleasuring myself, exploring a new sensation that was unlike any other I had previously experienced. The pleasure was intense and then released leaving a warm glow and desire to create something to express myself, or maybe record the experience. I created my artistic expression (wrote, draw or both as I do not remember exactly how I made it) on the wall. I remember completing it and stepping back to admire my work; feeling proud of what I had accomplished. I then returned to my classroom.
It was discovered, of course, and one of the adults that interrupted our lessons announced that someone had made a mess in one of the bathrooms. All of the adults looked mad or disgusted. They lined all of the children against a wall. We were asked to step forward if we were responsible; I stayed put and said nothing like all the other kids. When no one stepped forward, each of us had our hands inspected closely. Whatever they were expecting to find on our hands was obviously not on mine as all adults except our teacher left. I was puzzled why they thought it was a mess as the entire experience was enjoyable and left me feeling pride in my accomplishment.
As I grew older there were other events like this one; a new desire to explore something about my body or that sensation was triggered by something that I had never seen before. I would explore privately or enjoy the sensation without appearing I was if others were present. The older I got the more I learned about what was "normal" and soon learned that almost all of these events were not "normal" and trained myself to hide the initial appearance of a new one and suppress it so I could be "normal". I started to feel like I was not from this world and my tagline is what seemed to fit that feeling.
Primal, intense, dark, deviant, freaky, respectful, loving, kind, strong willed and weird among others I won't mention have been used by myself and those that know me well.
When I was a young boy I was puzzled by the reactions of people in my school, mostly the adults, to the discovery of something I had done earlier in the day. I won't tell you what exactly I did. I will tell you that I was pleasuring myself, exploring a new sensation that was unlike any other I had previously experienced. The pleasure was intense and then released leaving a warm glow and desire to create something to express myself, or maybe record the experience. I created my artistic expression (wrote, draw or both as I do not remember exactly how I made it) on the wall. I remember completing it and stepping back to admire my work; feeling proud of what I had accomplished. I then returned to my classroom.
It was discovered, of course, and one of the adults that interrupted our lessons announced that someone had made a mess in one of the bathrooms. All of the adults looked mad or disgusted. They lined all of the children against a wall. We were asked to step forward if we were responsible; I stayed put and said nothing like all the other kids. When no one stepped forward, each of us had our hands inspected closely. Whatever they were expecting to find on our hands was obviously not on mine as all adults except our teacher left. I was puzzled why they thought it was a mess as the entire experience was enjoyable and left me feeling pride in my accomplishment.
As I grew older there were other events like this one; a new desire to explore something about my body or that sensation was triggered by something that I had never seen before. I would explore privately or enjoy the sensation without appearing I was if others were present. The older I got the more I learned about what was "normal" and soon learned that almost all of these events were not "normal" and trained myself to hide the initial appearance of a new one and suppress it so I could be "normal". I started to feel like I was not from this world and my tagline is what seemed to fit that feeling.
Primal, intense, dark, deviant, freaky, respectful, loving, kind, strong willed and weird among others I won't mention have been used by myself and those that know me well.
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