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30 Nov 2011 8:05AM

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I have done some pretty fucked up things in my life that im ashamed of and hurt a lot of people (mainly family). I don't know what to do any more and my living situation sucks. I don't feel like i am in control of my life. I feel like i'm just in stand by mode, just wating to be told what to do. I don't even work and I don't know what's normal and what isn't. I wish my families life could be reset and we all had a new chance to be a normal family.

I hate my father for making me and my siblings life shit and only setting us up for failure. I hate that I don't have anyone to talk to about my problems and hate that I am in my 30's and haven't accomplished anything in my life. I don't even have a certificate or something I can feel proud of. I feel stupid and I'm not good at anything, even though some people think I am smart. I don't know how to live a normal life. I don't know what normal is and am always questioning my self and hating my self.

Sorry, just venting.

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Anonymous

30 Nov 2011 9:11AM

so get off your ass and go do something worthwhile. Go volunteer your time at a homeless shelter. Easy to blame your family and dwell on your past. First step is to get your ass up off the sofa, turn off the fucking tv, take a shower and get yourself outside. Get a fucking job no matter how boring or low paying it might be. Go out and meet new people. Oh yeah and put down the bong!

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Anonymous

30 Nov 2011 9:14AM

Venting is cool. Only thing I think you could do, Is stand up grow a set of balls. Know your better then what your typing...go talk to a professional, and start your life, do what you want...don't wind up making the wrong choices cause "no ones there for you" prove them wrong and do something good.
Hope it helps.

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Anonymous

30 Nov 2011 9:25AM

I suggest doing the world a favor and swallowing a bullet.

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Anonymous

30 Nov 2011 10:16AM

get off that crack pipe and stop whining...nobody likes a cry baby you weak willed parasite..you thought playing those video games was cool ...see what that got you...it's your mom and dads fault for not beating the stupid out of you at a young age....now you are just a worthless drain on the economy.

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Anonymous

30 Nov 2011 10:42AM

*Gives OP a big hug* Sometimes I feel like im going nowhere too or Im just down because I'm 24 and Haven't done a thing with my life yet. And mark zuckerberg is like 27 and a billionaire. Don't worry about assholes on this site. You'll get them all the time. People need to help each other not tell them to swallow a bullet. Freaking morons. Can't you fap and be kind at the same time you sick fuck.

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Anonymous

30 Nov 2011 8:20PM

Find a hooker and pay for a blowjob. You'll feel better

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