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22 Nov 2011 7:33AM
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Last night, was outside in a dark park. First time at 3rd base. So I've got 3 fingers up a fat teens cunt, she's squirming away and I did get her to cum.

But I wasn't hard or turned on by the experiance. I kept thinking of another girl.

Am I Gay or just nervous? It was cold I was quite numb, she had her hair pulled back and I kept thinking she looked like a guy I knew. Really put me off but I kept looking down thinking she's not a guy she's got a pussy just fuck it already and lose your virginity.

so I'm a virgin, first time doing this, fingering an ugly chick but not turned on :
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22 Nov 2011 7:49AM

Focus more on having a good time and less on trying to lose your virginity. If you're thinking about another girl then you are probably not gay. Not sure what your chances are with her, but if you were to get with her, and you still aren't hard, then you can start worrying about ed. Also, some guys are more romantic then others. Screwing random women isn't for everyone, some guys need to be comfortable.

And lastly, if you do decide to slum it out with a fatty (I have before) then it helps to be drunk.

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22 Nov 2011 8:02AM

She wasn't like, obease, but she was noticably overweight. She 30% bmi, obease is like 40+ fit is about 20 normal is like 25%.

We are sort of friends? I just let her talk and I listen to her and she tells me all this stuff. She's really fucked up in the head and ugly. She says no one really listened to her and yeh I do feel sorry for her, She really is like a reject but she's been fucked half a dozen times, one time a guy dominated her and face fucked her she said she started crying and her slapped her.

I just felt like she needed a fuck, it was like cuddling wasn't enough to say "there there its alright" so I stuck some fingers up her cunt. I made her cum with my fingers and tongue, cause I've always wanted to eat pussy since I was like 12 and I quite like it, she didn't smell or taste offensive. Still, she went home happier than I was. I didn't ask her to do anything to me, she wanted to try get me hard she was wanking me off to get me hard and then we got interrupted and I couldn't get hard again after that. I just told her I couldn't do this because we wernt in love. She said she understood we cuddled for a bit and I just kept thinking of this other girl.

This other girl lives a train journey away from me, we've been talking for months on bbm instant messanger and webcam. I talk to her every day and I really think I'm falling in love.

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22 Nov 2011 8:20AM

Ah, if its love then you have to follow your heart. Fucking a random noticeably overweight girl isn't going to cut it. Stick with the one you want. If you get her you will be happier, if you don't then that other girl will start to be a lot more attractive to you as you nurse your broken heart.

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22 Nov 2011 8:36AM

Me and this other girl openly tell each other we love each other, we talk about our future togther, we make plans and talk about a family and stuff like that. She knows everything about me, even that I was raped once when I was 8 by a 13 year old boy.

The only thing stopping me and this other girl being togther is the distance. It costs me �100 each way by train or internal flight to meet her and we don't know hjow we would make it work.

I told her about this fat girl, I told her everything, I almost lost my virginity but didn't, and I told her that I honestly did keep thinking I wish it was her. When this fat chick was wanking me off first time around it worked because my eyes were closed and I was mumbleing hjer name - fortunatly these girls have the same first name! No shit they actually do, so she didn't think it was weird. I was fantasing bout making love to this beautiful girl I love and then we were interrupted by a dog walker and we hid on the floor and then reality hit in I got nervous and realised I couldn't go through weith it. I'd learnt from the experiance enough to satisfy a woman (who tbh, didn't matter if I did or not but I did, very well she told me. I felt her orgasm she wasn't just saying it)

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25 Nov 2013 10:10PM

Did u get hard thinking of gy have her suck it thinking its the guy

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