Thantavan
I want block my orgasm forever
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Hello
My name is Thantavan. I am 20 years old. I study in the University.
My family think I spend all my time to study homework because they see me always alone in my room. I try to study hard but there are many hours left over for abstinence training of my sexual organ.
I start to practice abstinence was at that time because I was just curious about my sexual organ. When I first realized that my body produce some sticky fluids inside my sexual organ it made me very excited about it. At this moment I wanted to increase these fluids so that I could feel warm and excited about my sexual organ. When I feel with my fingers that it was sticky and wet there I was so excited I was feeling crazy inside.
But if I had the orgasm then the fluid stop and I don't feel excited any more. So I understood I need to do abstinence from orgasm.
I feel really exciting when I am abstain for long times. So I want to make my body abstain for the maximum time. I want to force my organ to start strongly pulsate without anything touching. When I feel the pulsating I want to deny anything touching my organ so the feeling will be maximum frustrating. So every time I can feel this orgasm frustration I become more strict to deny the orgasm. I must never touch my organ when it is pulsating! If I touch it when it is pulsating then I loose the control and my body will have real orgasm and then I will lose my happiness feeling. I can only get this kind of feeling when I strictly abstaining from orgasm. Every time I touch my sexual organ I remember that I should not be touching it because it feels better when I keep abstaining. I want to pinch my nipples hard because of the strong urges. Sometime I masturbate by touching my clitoris directly. I rub it hard like it is a punishment to my sexual organ. I want to punish the organ because it always try to trick me to have orgasm. I push harder on the clitoris organ until I am very close to orgasm but then i take off my hand very quickly I press my nails into my nipple. Then I give my clitoris more sexual punishment and I repeat this many times until I feel like my sexual organ is crying because I deny the orgasm very strictly. I put my finger on my organ and move it slowly to collect some of my fluid. I think how much I love very much to be strict and brutal to deny my organ to have orgasm. Only when I am strict to deny orgasm can I feel this beautiful frustration feeling. When my organ start pulsating it is slowly pulsating first and then faster and harder contracting. It makes me feel a sensation from my sexual organ, that is very warm and beautiful frustration. If I touch now the pulsations will change into orgasm and the beautiful feeling will be destroyed. I must prevent my orgasm very strictly. It is very important. Do you understand? I have a lot of desire to stop my orgasm. I have contact a doctor who will help me have more control over my sexual organ. I need to have control over it because it give me like a spiritual beautiful energy inside my body. I wish to stop my body from tempting me to touch and feel orgasm and I want to stop my mind from thinking about orgasm. This is why I have desire for deep destructing of my clitoris. Do you understand?
He must operate my sexual organ so I can have no orgasm forever. I want my mind to forget about orgasm. I want orgasm feeling to be fading memory from many years ago. Do you understand?
My name is Thantavan. I am 20 years old. I study in the University.
My family think I spend all my time to study homework because they see me always alone in my room. I try to study hard but there are many hours left over for abstinence training of my sexual organ.
I start to practice abstinence was at that time because I was just curious about my sexual organ. When I first realized that my body produce some sticky fluids inside my sexual organ it made me very excited about it. At this moment I wanted to increase these fluids so that I could feel warm and excited about my sexual organ. When I feel with my fingers that it was sticky and wet there I was so excited I was feeling crazy inside.
But if I had the orgasm then the fluid stop and I don't feel excited any more. So I understood I need to do abstinence from orgasm.
I feel really exciting when I am abstain for long times. So I want to make my body abstain for the maximum time. I want to force my organ to start strongly pulsate without anything touching. When I feel the pulsating I want to deny anything touching my organ so the feeling will be maximum frustrating. So every time I can feel this orgasm frustration I become more strict to deny the orgasm. I must never touch my organ when it is pulsating! If I touch it when it is pulsating then I loose the control and my body will have real orgasm and then I will lose my happiness feeling. I can only get this kind of feeling when I strictly abstaining from orgasm. Every time I touch my sexual organ I remember that I should not be touching it because it feels better when I keep abstaining. I want to pinch my nipples hard because of the strong urges. Sometime I masturbate by touching my clitoris directly. I rub it hard like it is a punishment to my sexual organ. I want to punish the organ because it always try to trick me to have orgasm. I push harder on the clitoris organ until I am very close to orgasm but then i take off my hand very quickly I press my nails into my nipple. Then I give my clitoris more sexual punishment and I repeat this many times until I feel like my sexual organ is crying because I deny the orgasm very strictly. I put my finger on my organ and move it slowly to collect some of my fluid. I think how much I love very much to be strict and brutal to deny my organ to have orgasm. Only when I am strict to deny orgasm can I feel this beautiful frustration feeling. When my organ start pulsating it is slowly pulsating first and then faster and harder contracting. It makes me feel a sensation from my sexual organ, that is very warm and beautiful frustration. If I touch now the pulsations will change into orgasm and the beautiful feeling will be destroyed. I must prevent my orgasm very strictly. It is very important. Do you understand? I have a lot of desire to stop my orgasm. I have contact a doctor who will help me have more control over my sexual organ. I need to have control over it because it give me like a spiritual beautiful energy inside my body. I wish to stop my body from tempting me to touch and feel orgasm and I want to stop my mind from thinking about orgasm. This is why I have desire for deep destructing of my clitoris. Do you understand?
He must operate my sexual organ so I can have no orgasm forever. I want my mind to forget about orgasm. I want orgasm feeling to be fading memory from many years ago. Do you understand?
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