[http://comeasyouare.com/default/images/Product/njoy.pure.plug.xl.lg.jpg] My most recent purchase, it's the extra large version of the Njoy I've enjoyed for years now. It's definitely large. I haven't managed to get this one in yet, but I know it's just a matter of working my way up to it with smaller ones first.

Surprisingly, it came out much more easily than it went in. Which is unlike my experience with plugs and other things with bulges at the back. This is more of a "challenge" than something I'd use on a regular basis.

Hmm. I can't edit my own posts. I'd meant to say "think I've only put three in when I'm actually at the end after the fourth..."

The Zeta Creations "Euro Ruff Stuff":

I had to use lube to get the knot in, and it took me several minutes thinking it wouldn't be possible. But it finally went in and it felt *great* when it did. I love the feeling with it inside. I'm typing this with it still inside - I haven't taken it out yet. I'll update when I do. (I'm a little afraid it will be even more difficult coming out.) But if this how a real knot feels (and it expands and contracts when already inside) I wouldn't have a problem with it at all.

I will say, however, that I will never order anything from the website again. I ordered it - and still had received nothing after over 2 months. I email and opened a "trouble ticket" - and didn't hear anything back for a week. It was only when I really complained, telling them to keep their money and that I'd never bother with them again, that it finally got shipped. All in all, just *terrible* service. Stay as far away from these guys as you can. If you want one of their products, order from a different vendor instead.

The previous Spartacus (or Blown?) glass dildo I had was actually considered "medium". This one's the large model. It's the first time I've had something that's almost uncomfortably large to insert - at least without lube, which I've never had to use before. But the couple of times I did get it in it felt amazing once I got it started.

For now, I'll probably stick to the medium version. When I'm having one of those times when I'm loose and things are going in easily I'll switch to this one.

The Njoy Pfun Plug. It feels better than the first Njoy I got but, strangely, it seems to come out on its own sometimes as I walk around. I once had it come out and fall to the floor before I noticed something was going on. For that reason, I'd wear the smaller one for normal walking activity. At some point I'll get one of the Njoys like the first one but with a bigger head.

A Tantus Ripple silicone plug. It goes in very easily. I always seem to lose count of the number of "bloops" and thing I've only put three in when I've actually at the end after the fourth. The only problem I have is that unlike glass or metal I don't enjoy the sensation of licking it when I take it out.

I've come to really love this one. It's amazing having the entire length be thick.

I just got this Spartacus glass dildo. It's a great feeling but will take a bit of getting used to. Especially since, unlike plugs, there's nothing holding it in place.

Ah, nice. You can ignore my post in your previous entry about what happened next. And I need to have an experience like this that I can relay. :)

I'd like to know how things went when you met later...

@friends
** In memory of one of my best friends, known here as "@mammascat". There's some more information on her profile page. **

I was very sad to hear that a good friend of mine passed away recently. I won't use her real name, but she and I knew just about everything about each other's lives, and stopped calling each other by our usernames a long time ago. It's a little humorous, but her nickname was always intended to be "Mamma's Cat", not the more obvious meaning that those who know of her interests might think.

I met her when I was in the middle of an unhappy marriage. She helped me through that, and made me appreciate myself - no matter what other circumstances were going on in my life - and I'm now in the middle of a positive, life-affirming divorce. I'd like to think I also helped her.

I saw her grow too. In recent months she'd gone on a diet, cut back on wine, and met a guy who, for the first time in her life, she had real romantic feelings for. Things were looking better for her at work, and she'd just gone on a trip to San Francisco - a city she liked. At least, I hope she made it there. The last I heard from her she was just about to leave. She'd also received a very unexpected inheritance from her ex, something that made her feel better about him and their relationship and look forward to things to come.

We had a shared friend who recently suffered a tragedy. Although neither one of us knew her that long, she knew her better than me. She talked about her a lot, always concerned. She also took a couple of trips to see her as she recovered in the hospital.

Despite (or maybe that's just foolish social conditioning) her interest in "perverted" sexual acts, she was one of the most honest, caring, intelligent, and loving people I've ever known. I was totally honest with her, and she was the same with me. She was the first person I've ever been able to talk freely with about all of my kinky desires *and* be the kind of confidante I wanted in my "real world" life. It gave me great joy to be able to help her, and give her advice in any way that I could. In return, she would frequently finish her messages to me by telling me I was a "dear, sweet man". That always brought a smile to my face.

It's not fair that we have to die. But if it has to happen, I'd like to think that it's better to die happy than sad. I know that she had her share of grief and uncertainty. I think she was starting to feel better about herself at the end. I know she helped me be a better person - I hope I did the same for her in return. And rather than wallow in sadness and loss over not being able to talk to her again, I'm trying to imagine what she'd say to me if she could about all of this - and to take that and feel good about her own (as I imagine them) parting words of wisdom to me.

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M,

I will look back on my own life and think of you. You've made such a difference to me, and I'll always be grateful for the time we were able to have together. I hope you were happy at the end. I know you told me things that made me feel glad for you and the new directions your life was taking you. Even if you couldn't be around to see where those directions would ultimately lead - I was glad to see the positive changes in your life. Wherever you are, I will continue to wish you all the best. I love you, my friend. You are a dear, sweet woman.

So, what's the verdict? Did you get it and try it out?

Aww, thanks. Now if only talking about plugs worked as a pickup line at the bars... LOL

Ah! LOL Yes, I could have given you those dimensions too. I'm glad you went for it. :)

I don't think I'd recommend the Pinnacle for your first time. It's just under 6" long and is 1.56" at its greatest diameter. However, if you already enjoy anal sex then I don't think it would be a problem. When I got it, I was surprised by how much bigger it seemed "in person" - but also by how heavy it felt. However, I had no problem putting it in (it took about a minute or less) - and I don't really feel the weight when I'm sitting or walking around with it.

The Steel Pinnacle:

The Njoy:

For a couple of years now, I've had an Njoy Medium plug and have enjoyed it now and again. I even wore it to work one one day which was pretty exciting. Recently, I've taken to using it more and more often. Just a couple of weeks ago I thought I wanted something longer and more filling, so I ordered a Master Series Steel Pinnacle (oddly, only to be found on Amazon of all places). I just got it today, and put it in only a few moments ago. I'd thought I might be in trouble, but it went in very easily and felt great slipping in the last little bit. I didn't think it was possible, but I like it better than the Njoy. It's easier to insert, and because of the flare at the base, it's also more "discreet" and feels more natural sitting on it while it's in. I look forward to using it a lot, and also trying it out at work sometime. It will be interesting to see what my next purchase will be.