There's a girl in one of my classes, who's very nice and friendly towards me. I confess that I have lusted after her. She's short, of Iranian descent (she was born in Iran, but looks and sounds completely "white"), kinda nerdy/hipsterish, and she has huge breasts.

I feel ashamed of this. She has a boyfriend, but that's not why; I know you'll probably laugh at me for this, but I feel like a pig for this. She's extended her hand in friendship and I've just snuck looks at her tits and ass and nearly took a picture of her while she wasn't looking, and I've jacked off thinking of her.

I'm trying to find this one porn that I saw years ago. It was a white girl on what I believe is her 19th birthday and it opens with her sucking on a white guy's dick for about a minute. But the real focus on it was the skinny, nerdy black who fucks her after! The kid was straight out of a cringe anime with some of the stuff he'd be saying. After they were done, he was saying stuff how "it wasn't his final form" and that he used his inner "ability and power" to be able to fuck her. Does anyone else recall this gem?

My Thai GF's second GangBang ;)
Sara and I had made an agreement - We would never tell any of our friends or people we know about our sexual adventures. Neither of us wanted Sara to be known as the Gangbang girl and I knew if my mates found out they would want a turn.
However, one evening Sara’s Thai friend Lisa was at our house in Chon Buri, they were drinking and Sara told her about the Gangbang we had at the house.
The next morning at breakfast Lisa was sworn to secrecy, she surprised us both when she exclaimed “I think it’s so hot I’d love to have that experience”.
A week later Sara told me her and Lisa have been messaging all week, Lisa really wants us to help her setup a Gangbang for her, she wants Western guys not Thai.

I was very surprised as Lisa is 20, very beautiful, also airline hostess, I assumed she was very picky as she knocked back a couple of my friends that hit on her.
Sara said “I really want this to happen, I want to watch, I think it’d be so hot” I replied “yes I agree, I would love to watch that also”.
I asked if she had thought about numbers, Sara said she wanted no more than four guys, we also decided that I shouldn’t be one of them, that could be a bit weird.

Back on the Adult chat website I found another western guy Chris living in Bangkok who was very keen and could bring friends. I suggested he meet with Sara and I so we could check him out.
We met Chris at a bar in the city, he seemed nice, was 35 and confident, he also had two friends who would be interested.
After Chris left I talked to Sara “remember my friend Trey?” Sara answered “yes the nerdy guy” I laughed and said “yes, remember when he tried to hit on Lisa?” Sara “OMG, yes that’s right, she wasn’t interested”.

I always felt a bit sorry for Trey, he came across nervous and geeky to girls. I also knew it would be his dream come true to fuck Lisa, there was no way Lisa would want him to even know about this.

I gave Trey a call and we met for beers, I swore him to secrecy and told him what Lisa had asked me to arrange. He was totally shocked that Lisa would want this and that she’d asked me to set it up, I never told him about Sara’s Gangbang. He told me how badly he wanted to fuck Lisa and would owe me forever if I could make it happen.
I explained my sneaky plan - Chris would say his other friend would be arriving a bit later, he would also have masquerade masks for everyone as a bit of a surprise.
Trey would be waiting outside until I messaged him when I’d let him in the side gate, give him a mask and he’d join the Gangbang.

I was also remembering watching the men at the Villa fuck Sara with the big dildo, I had been fantasizing about seeing Lisa fucked like this. I was worried that pulling out a dildo might seem a bit premeditated, I decided I’d buy some Cucumbers at the market and leave them in a bowl on the table, I’d only tell the guys about this.

The day arrived, we were at the Chon Buri house, Lisa had slept over the night before, we spent the day by the pool, late afternoon Chris called and was on the way.
He arrived with his two friends, after introductions we all swam in the pool and had a few drinks.
As it got dark I went inside with Sara, she commented “these guys are cool, Lisa is going to love this” I agreed and suggested we get change the music.
Sara put on some soft make-out music and I lowered the outside lights. Trey had messaged me and was in his car out the front.
Lisa took the hint and removed her bikini top, then her pants, Chris made is move and they started to kiss.
Sara gasped “OMG they are kissing”, Sara never kissed with other guys during our adventures, she always turned away if guys tried. The other two guys moved in, their hands all over her sexy body. Lisa was taking turns kissing with all three guys now. Sara sounding a little jealous said “OMG this is hot”.

The four of them got out of the pool and moved to a sunbed, Lisa looked at us and gave a nervous little giggle. Chis took out his masquerade masks and handed them around, Lisa never even questioned this and put one on.
I messaged Trey and told Sara that Chris’s other friend had just arrived and I was letting him in, I opened the gate for Trey and gave him his mask, we had a bit of a laugh and I took him to the party.

Sara and I got in the pool and watched from here, we both agreed it seemed a lot more sensual with the kissing element.
I took off Sara’s bikini and we started making love with our own kissing element in the pool. We watched as they took turns on Lisa, there was still a lot of kissing happening. I had a little chuckle when I saw Trey’s white ass humping away between Lisa’s legs with her squealing loudly.
Then we saw Lisa get up and go inside, Sara said “I’ll go check on her” she got out of the pool and followed Lisa inside, not bothering to get dressed – That’s my girl!
A few minutes later Lisa came back out wearing just her mask and sat down with the guys. I watched as she started kissing Chris, he laid her down and opened her legs, they starting to fuck.
The other guys had their hands all over her, one put his cock to her mouth which she grabbed and started to suck on.
Sara still naked came back out and walked towards me, she was nearly at the pool when I realised it wasn’t Sara, it was Lisa!
With shock I realised what was happening, Lisa saw my surprise and asked if I was ok. I replied “yes just shocked, I didn’t expect this”. She explained that she had gone inside as she was feeling a bit sore and overwhelmed, she hadn’t had sex for a while before this, Sara suggested they change places.
I thought to myself ‘yes I’m sure she did, I’ve created a monster”.
Lisa got into the pool with me, I held her in my arms, we started to kiss and explore each other’s bodies.
We watched as Chris went to the table and selected some cucumbers, I asked Lisa “I wonder if they realise you girls switched”, then we heard Sara scream “OMG that’s so big!”. “I guess that answers that question” I replied.
Lisa asked “what are they doing?” I replied “using a Cucumber, that was my idea, something I had been fantasizing about”. Lisa looked into my eyes and said “you have been fantasizing about me being fucked with a Cucumber?”
I replied “yes I have been”. Lisa smiled and said “can you go and get one?”,
I helped her out of the pool, we walked to sunbed the other side of the table from Sara and the guys, Lisa sat down.
I went to the table and only found one small Cucumber.
I looked over and saw Sara legs held wide open, Chris working a big Cucumber into her pussy, Trey was pumping his cock into her mouth, holding the back of her head with both hands. My jealousy was quickly overcome with the excitement of seeing the girl I love being used like this.
I went inside to the fridge and found a very large Carrot, I returned to Lisa, we started kissing and I spent some time getting to know her boobs, then I opened her legs.
Taking the small Cucumber, I twirled and pushed it until it entered her pussy, working it in and out, thinking of the big Cucumber Chris was using on Sara I wanted more. I took the carrot pushing the small end into her wet pussy as deep as I could. After sometime I decided to turn the Carrot around and try the large end, I’d never done this before.
Twirling and pushing the big end of the Carrot, it just didn’t want to go in,
I pushed harder, Lisa squealed loudly, I pushed really hard, she screamed and pop in it went, it seemed to suck itself deep inside. I apologised as I rubbed her pussy around the Carrot and asked if she was ok, she said “oh wow that hurt” and “I’m ok now”.
I kissed her again and gave her boobs some more attention before going back to her pussy. I pulled on the Carrot, there was so much suction it was only pulling her pussy and not sliding. I kept doing this, in and out, again and again,
I could feel it starting to slide. Lisa was moaning loudly and seemed to be in ecstasy as I worked the big Carrot, as her pussy loosened I could slide it further and further, in and out. Now it was sliding it nearly all the way out and all the way back in with each thrust, she was squealing loudly. Then it popped out, Lisa screamed and her pussy exploded, squirting all over me and the sunlounge.
She said loudly “OMG what happened, I’ve never done that before”.
I said “It’s ok baby, you squirted that’s awesome”.
I licked her pussy until she came, then she gave me a blowjob, I could hear Sara and the guys swimming in the pool now, I came and Lisa swallowed – Good girl.
We walked over, they were all naked in the pool, Sara had her arms and legs wrapped around Chris and were kissing passionately. I couldn’t tell if they were having sex but suspected they were, she seemed to be getting attached to this one.
This kissing element had definitely taken things to a new level, something I was still coming to terms with. Trey was nowhere to be seen, we got into the pool, Sara came over and wrapped her arms around me.
I asked if she had a good time, she said “yes amazing, you?” I replied “yes me too” and “that was very sneaky of you”. She laughed and asked “are you mad at me?” I said “no of course not, was the most exciting night of my life”.
After a while we all got out of the pool and sat around the table, I got everyone drinks. Lisa asked Chris “where did your other friend go?” he replied “I don’t know, we got up to go swimming and he just left”.
Lisa commented “wow the mystery hung guy” and laughed, Sara also laughed and said “I know right, my throat is so sore” after that, he was known to the girls as Mystery Hung Guy.
I had a giggle to myself and thought - Maybe if Lisa had known this before she wouldn’t have been so quick to turn him down.
I knew one thing for sure - I could never let Lisa or Sara know that Mystery Hung Guy was actually Geeky Trey!

This is my first confession.
If you don’t care about all the details of the room and why I was there you can just skip to the second paragraph.

This is one of my most vivid memories. I use to fuck this girl in the tec room at school while the school assembly took place. I joined the tec crew because I thought I could get out of class easier and more, I did get out more but had to spent some nights working on sound for dances and stuff so it was not really worth it. One of the tec crew’s jobs was to adjust sound and light for the assemblies (this was a popular job for members of the tec crew because you could talk to each other instead of listening to the events of the week and only had to really do work if something went wrong). Two people got to do this; the others had to stay behind stage or sit in the crowd. The tec room was a room at the back of our school hall; it was small and had one window and one door. The window went straight into the hall so the people inside could see what they were doing to the lights and stuff. This window was tinted and high up so nobody could really see into the room. The door was on the other side facing away from the hall. One of the weeks that I got to be in the tec room I was signed up with this chick (I will call her Jess, not hear real name). Jess was kinda nerdy, she had long brown hair and glasses. She had above average bra size, not huge but big. She was not the best-looking girl, very average face. This was the first time I had worked with her. I should also mention that by this time I was know for being a womaniser, sex guy (nothing special about my dick or performance, I was just experienced).

So this particular day it had been raining heavily, combine the rain with our school uniforms (white shirts) and Jess’s tits. Jess’s bra was clearly visible (It was a generic purple bra). While we were talking she caught me checking her tits out, she started to blush. I remember complementing her but I don’t know what I said because she turned her head away from me all embarrassed. I laughed and told her that it is nothing to be embarrassed about. We continued talking this time about more sexual things, I was surprised about how dirty this girl could get. Eventually we got to play a game of truth or dare. This went on for a while (The assembly is a hour long) and towards the end of the assembly within the last 10 minutes I dared her to flash me. She was to nervous so I did not push her to do it. We kept playing till the assembly was over, as we were leaving she got to the door before me and locked it. She then turned around opening her shirt and flashed me her tits (not for to long). After she had re-buttoned her shirt, she unlocked the door and left with out a word.

I don’t think Jess had a chance to let her dirty side out with her friend so when we both had the tec room again (this was a few weeks later) she seemed more forward. Jess locked the door at the start of the assembly we got right into it. About 5 minutes in Jess said “You’ve seen my boobs I want to see something too”, I took this as strip completely nude. Jess just sat still, completely speechless. “So what do you think?” I asked. Jess returned with “I wasn’t expecting that but … wow”. I then told her that she should also strip and that it was freeing. Reluctantly Jess began to slowly strip. First her shirt and then her bra. Jess was blushing again and stoped before she opened her skirt and pulled down her panties. Jess was not shaven and had a full bush. Jess sat down not knowing what to do next, so I made the first move. I moved closer and opened her legs, Jess just when along with this not moving. I spread her pussy with my hand and started to pleasure her. Jess seemed to like this because I felt her hands on the back of my head. A few seconds into this Jess was getting a bit loud so I stop and found her a jumper for her to muffle the sound. I don’t know how long I was eating her pussy but after a short while she orgasmed. After Jess had recovered from this, I convinced her to give me a blowjob. She only let me cum into her hand not her mouth. By that time the assembly was over so we had to go. As we were leaving I tried to convince her to stay or come to the bathroom to fuck but she declined (I did not want to push to hard or I might not get to do anything next time).

We didn’t meet again until after the holidays (about 4 weeks). Jess had not contacted me in that time so I thought that our fun together was over, I was wrong. First week back from the holiday is a special assembly (the school gets speakers to come in and talk to the students about what they would do in the future), this goes for about 2 hours immediately following into lunch. Jess and I were working together in the tec room again (it was meant to be Jess and this other guy but I believe she pulled some strings). When Jess and I started it seemed like nothing had happened between us, we just talked about what we did on the holiday. However I found out that Jess actually got drunk for the first time and lost her virginity. She went into detail about what happened to her (or at least what she remembered). She was overly getting horny because she decided that we were going to fuck. Jess locked the door and we both stripped, I had never seen Jess this aggressive and controlling. First she grabbed my head and pulled it down to her pussy (Jess was shaved this time), which I was happy to oblige. I could taste her sweet juices as she pulled my head in closer. After few minutes she pulled me up saying that she wanted to taste it. Jess then kissed me sliding her tongue in my mouth. She stoped and started to rummage through her skirt pocket, Jess pulled out a condom. After she had placed it on me we began to fuck. I had to tell her to shut up as some one was going to hear. We were fucking doggy at first, Jess had her stomach on a chair and I was behind fucking her. We could both see the stage. It didn’t take that long for me to cum, while I was recovering I got Jess to sit so I could eat her pussy. When I was ready I stud up and fucked her again, this time I was facing her and watched her breasts bounce each time I thrust. After some time Jess decided to try anal, which did not go well. She could not take it and she wanted a break for a bit till her ass stoped hurting. After what seemed like ages we finally got back to fucking. We tried a bit of doggy, cowgirl, missionary, butterfly and Get off, stand up. After the assembly was over we got dressed without putting our underwear on, I had my dick stick out through the fly and screwed her with her skirt on so that we could continue fucking but stop quickly if anyone knocked on the door (nobody did). It was great fucking Jess while she was still in her school uniform. We did not get to fuck for long because Jess wanted to have lunch.

After that day we did not do much together. We only screwed twice outside of the tec room, however each time we were in the tec room together we did a minimum of a blowjob.

Jess (I know it is not your real name but you should be able to work out it is you) if you happen to find this I would love to hear from you. I find it highly unlikely that you would come across this and after reading still want to talk to me, but if you do please contact me.

I need help. There was a video a couple months back of an Asian-American girl wearing those Japanese schoolgirl outfits. She's Thai-American fucks this really nerdy dude who's recording it himself. His room is full of like comic book nerd stuff. The video starts off with him taping her wearing her schoolgirl outfit with knee high white stockings, singing. It's black and white and first and then later goes into color. Can someone please tell me where I can find this video again? Any clues? Been searching for months!

A few days ago on Monday night I was looking on Craigslist to see what I could find. I found a post that just went up from a 29 y/o girl titled "kinky girl" so I checked it out. She mentioned something about wanting to get dominated a bit in bed and that she was open minded and wanted to find someone to be kinky with. Here's the email conversation we've been having just slightly edited. I wanted to get her post copied too but when I checked it out the next day it had been marked as spam. Also, yes there are pics, and no I will not post any of her. I don't care to hear any of that. What she looks like, she's short, light skinned Mexican, with big boobs that she likes to lick herself. In her first pic she had a winner woman shirt on and is pulling her tits out too. We've been talking since Monday and on Wednesday we made plans to meet up Friday night, tomorrow.

ME:
Hey there, sounds like we could have some fun together. Taking control in bed is fun and a start. What other taboo kinks are you into? Bondage, bi play, anal, toys, or more? Tell me anything you're curious about. I'm very open minded and kinky as well. Let me know some more about you and then let's have some fun. I'm in ..... as well.

I'm 30 ....... I also love short curvy Mexican girls if you like tall white guys.(:

HER:
Hi there :) I like what I read an ur pic

 
ME:
Thanks, I love what I see there too. What a wonderful wonder woman. And what fun those nipples will be in my mouth. Having a good day so far?

 
HER:
Hehe thanks. Yes, my days been ok. Just working. Kinda bored tho. How has you're day been so far?

ME:
Hehe you're welcome. Today and tomorrow are my days off so pretty good. Got some things done and just finished getting ready to head to the beach until it's no longer 102 in EC. So tell me more about this kinky girl (:

 
HER:
Oh nice. Yes, it is so hot. I'm glad I have ac haha. So about me... Hmmm. I'm 29 soon to be 30.moved here from az about 2 years ago. I love animals,sushi and reading. I'm a bit nerdy as in I like comics, scifi, fantasy and anime. I like to watch movies and series binge on netflix with a nice glass of wine

ME:
Expect for the sushi, that sounds amazing! xD I do cook a lot, love Indian and Mexican food esp. I came out to the beach to read today but I got about 20 minutes into reading when the storm hit here, and now back in the car I just heard thunder too.

So comics? I was reading walking dead for a while but put it on hold. I read some manga - meaning Naruto and One Piece weekly for about 6 years now. I love Doctor Who and read sci-fi and fantasy whenever I can but lately I've started mostly reading for research. My main goal in the last couple months has been to get into grad school.

HER:
Haha... You sound awesome! I watch naruto but haven't read any not have I finished all the episodes. I love doctor who!! And yeah it's thundering here and I think I just seen some lightning

ME:
Haha, awwe thanks, you just about made my day. Oooh really Naruto too, I'll try not to spoil any for you. Where are you in the story? I'm waiting to read it tomorrow. What are your plans tonight after work?

HER:
Yes, I left off on episode 5 of the first season of shippunden... So not too far. I've been watching attack on Titan ... It's good. And no plans so far (:

ME:
Haha yaaa, there's a bit left to go there with Naruto. It's at nearly 700 chapters. You're around where it actually starts getting really good. I believe at least. With titan you only have 30 episodes or so I think.  I've caught a few episodes and looks good. Would you like to make some plans for tonight? (:

HER:
Oh ... Good to know. And yes short but good I'm in episode 13 right now. I really can't tonight but I can Friday night?

ME:
Yup Friday night sounds great. I work until 9pm. And wow so not sure why but my phone didn't show me your pictures from earlier until now ... damn that's sexy. Like those nipples licked and sucked? Here's a little something more for you too.

HER:
Of course I like them liked and sucked :) and thank you for the pics .... I really like them

 
ME:
Just had to make sure you do because that'd be a terrible tragedy if you didn't enjoy how much I'm going to want to lick and tease them ... and I'm glad you did. So are you a cuddler while Netflixing too?

 
HER:
Oh ..hehe I see. Cuddling... Hmmm depends in the company I have

 
ME:
Of course only with the right company (; so what else do you like with the right company?

 
HER:
Well.. With the right company... Hmmm the possibilities are endless. I love exploring and trying new things... So what kind of naughty thing do u like, have tried or want to try ?

ME:
Need some work distraction? Where does kinky become perverted? Watersports or bi play? Or further? (;

 
HER:
Hmmm... Good question... I think kinky is it all and perverted is someone who is always thinking about it

 
ME:
I think that's a really good answer. So what kinds of naughty or kinky things does this adorable nerdy girl have on her mind occasionally that she'd like to try? (:

HER:
Let's see .... I've been wanting to try water sports. Haven't tried double penetration. And it would be sexy if the guys were bi. I think it would be hot to suck a dick with another guy hehe

ME:
Hehe to me that sounds like a great start. I haven't tried dp either, just taking one from either an ex with a toy or a guy I met in the bay. (; I think trying all that with another guy would be hot sucking his dick together, seeing what's good, and all sorts of combinations we can make. I think doing the same to another girl is sexy too, taking control and making her cum together... and I never found a girl who was curious about trying water sports together.  (:

 
HER:
That really does sound fun huh :) and now you have a girl who's willing to try water sports hehe

 
ME:
Hehe it does. I've got to admit, looking forward to getting to know you. You also have someone to try anything with as well (: So tell me a bit more what you're fantasizing about with water sports, anything in particular or want to try everything?

 
HER:
I'm looking forward to it as well :)No I don't have anyone else. Didn't really connect with anyone. And I always like to try everything at least once... How else would I know if I enjoy it or not :)

 
ME:
Hehe yes at least once, maybe twice to make sure you do it right too. Ooh but I meant now you do have someone here that you can try anything with if this chemistry continues (: So is there anything you've tried and don't want to do again?

HER:
Oh... Yes I do and I'm glad! I definitely hope the chemistry continues

 
ME:
Yes I'm glad too (: so do you think you're at all more submissive or dominate in bed or whatever?

HER:
I tend to be more sub with men and dom with woman. But it really depends in my mood ;) I like to use strap ones with men. How about u... More sub or dom?

 
ME:
That sounds wonderful (: I would be more dom with women and depends with guys. I tend to be a demanding sub either way. I've never actually had a strap on just toys with girls before and love it now too

HER:
I'm glad u think it sounds nice. And I've used toys with guys too. So fun :)

 
ME:
I'm glad you feel the same way (: toys are very fun, we can play together. Annnd I was going to tell you later, I can cum multiple times like that

HER:
Oh how fun!! Multiple times huh... Very nice ;)

That was the end of our conversation so far. I replied to her but probably too late tonight. We'll see what happens tomorrow.

whch one would you fuck? the skinny latina on left or white nerdy girl on right. wat wud u do to her?

I must confess I'm no saint, I've always had a deep seeded desires to manipulate and twist the minds of those around me. Its my kink to pervert those that are innocent and have always played by the rules. It all started when msn and chat boards were bigger, around 10 years ago.

Im now 29 and oh how I've corrupted people. It started via messages and photographs. So this about how I started my delve deep into domination via correspondence.

It started with... lets call her Peyton. I was on an anime website (nerdy i know) watching Cowboy Bebop and on the side of the video was a chat section. At first I was uninterested in the chat as it was generic what should I watch next messages but as the hours passed and the later it got, the conversation became more casual. Peyton had a cute pic of her as an avatar and thought.. what have I got to lose. After two hours of chatting I sent her a PM introducing myself and my age. To my surprise she was a few years older than I.

I'll Skip the dialog between that point and where it started getting interesting a few months later. By this point I had been playing a game with myself. I would write down a word, something pretty obscure but obtainable and from the start of the conversation, my aim would be to direct the conversation towards that topic and then developing towards her saying the word I had selected that day. With that somewhat mastered I knew where I wanted conversations going for the future.

With my new skills I learnt that she had a 10D bra size and that she'd only had one bf. Her parents were religious and she was kept on a short leash. But that moment I got the first photo, that was the real win. Camera phones were not as common place as they're now days. So getting the photo was an actual effort. She was petite little thing, creamy white skin, hazel eyes, blonde hair and cleavage that would have any man turning for a second glance. I knew needed more, she was the typical girl next door type with a real nerdy side.

Peyton would cosplay occasionally and when she was heading to the avcon in her town, I took my chance to request the character Misa Amane and here is when things when things really started to kick in for me. Lust, desire, wanting to control her into doing more lewd acts. Dropping subtle hints about fantasies and being flirtatious in a respectful way gets you a lot.

In a month, I had her leaving her dorm and walking down the hall to the showers nude, I had her on skype and playing with herself... but it wasn't enough. It needed to be more depraved and having her approach people she knew and liked and telling her what she would be doing with them and where her limits were started to fulfil that desire. She would report back in detail about the events that transpired and if she broke the rules I had to push the limits further and see how far I could get her to submit..

Anyway, thanks for reading.
If this is of any interest to you or you want me to continue, let me know.

I'm looking for the video of a white girl fucking a black guy on her 19th birthday. In the video after their session the guy gets up and starts saying some nerdy shit about how he was meditating and his dark half took over. It was in top favorited a month or 2 ago.

I have a crazy confession. Well, at least crazy for me anyway. I'm black and grew up sheltered I guess as a kid, naive to the ways of the world until I became older. Maybe it was the white washed television I watched growing up--a lot of my heroes were the grunge rock looking teenaged boy with an attitude. My biggest crush to this day (I'm in my 20s) is Eliza Dushku from Buffy. Tru Calling. I say all that because I have a crazed sexual affinity for white women. I feel like there's something wrong in my head because it's rare that I find any black women sexually desirable. Maybe it's because growing up as the nerdy black 'white' kid throughout my younger school career, I was shunned by my fellow black peers. There was never a place for me, so I only felt solace with white kids that were into the comics, toons and music and such that I too enjoyed. Long story short I guess all in all I found a sort of peace with being with white people and falling for mostly white girls throughout my life. Do I neglect my black heritage? Of course not. I've grown into accepting who and what I am--it's a part of me. But God help me I can't get enough of fat white girls!! It's truly my Kryptonite but just any old fat white girl doesn't do! I don't like bellies that way to the ground or look like butts. Just cute adorable chunky white girls that I could kiss and take home to momma. They are just so sexy to me. Sigh. I want to rub my cock on every part of their perfect bodies, even their bellies so sexy, plush and soft. God bless big women in general. I don't care what no one says, big to a certain degree is beautiful. Fuck mainstream Victoria Secret sticks.

Her name was charlie. She was beautiful. Long Platinum blond hair that would come down to the top of her ass cheeks, that had a nice waving pattern to it. Her tits were mostly developed in-between an A an B. She was around 5 foot 2. She wore 3-5 inch heels to make her taller and her ass pop out. She wore the hottest fucking schoolgirl skirts that gave everyone in school a boner.

I was in 1 class with charlie and she was perfect. Not only was she fucking hott, she had a nice brain on her shoulder to match. I was 15, Charlie was a little older by couple months. Both going to a christian private school in Florida.

I'm an average guy and no way did I ever think I would get this girl to sleep with me. Why would she? She was popular, smart, hott as fuck. I was a loner, nerdy, and only the fatties would hit on me.

Instead of being a secret admirer/stalker, I would just not care about her when I was in school. I was in Geometry with her and sat a couple chairs behind her, in the back row. I would catch her flipping her hair and looking at me. (Thinking she was looking at someone behind me).

Then eventually we had a class project to work on and had assigned groups and I got assigned to her group, I didn't know what to think. Whether that was a good or bad thing. Should I act smart or should I not even help with the project.

Eventually the group all of a sudden asked where everyone lived, to meet-up and such. I lived the 2nd closest on the River. My parents are Uber-Rich. Then again they are the biggest douche's at the same time. Multi-Million dollar house with nothing cool in it at all. A fucking 20" CRT TV.

Anyway Charlie and the rest of the group came to my house and all of a sudden there mouths dropped. Charlie was like omfg how come you never told anyone you have a fucking mansion? I told her I didn't want to be popular because of money or my parents. I wanted to earn being popular, if that were the case. But I didn't care about being popular nor talking to most people at the school that don't think for themselves.

A couple weeks later after the BS spread of me being rich and loads of other Bullshit. All of a sudden everyone wanted to talk to me or hangout. I was like goddammit I don't care about any of you guys, suck my dick. Later on I just needed to vent so I called charlie (I got her # from the group # list). I told her that I didn't really like anyone and the only person I thought was different was her.

Instead of meeting at my house we went out to my brothers condo that was down on the beach, he was out-of-town and had giving me his key to his condo and told me I could bang bitches at his place if i needed too. My brother is ridiculously cool.

It was a School night, in the middle of the week on Wednesday. Around 6pm She came over. I just told her to meet me on the beach and we would hangout. I said "nothing" about my brothers condo. We hungout on the beach and talked shit. It wasn't tanning weather but it was warm. We went out on the pier and just walked around. Then as we watched the sunset together I told her that I think I really liked her more than anyone that Ive met in my life.

I kissed her and she kissed me back. We just kissed each other, no tongues. Just passionate non-french kissing. I stopped for awhile and just rubbed her back and hair while she was laying in my lap. The world was perfect and I was the happiest I have ever felt in my life at that moment. She told me that she was falling for me too and that she wouldnt mind dating me.

Then we went out to eat. I drove by myself (yes at 15 with a workers-permit) heh. It was just a POS caprice classic that was blue. I called it blue balls. I had the niggerish bass With a decent alpine head unit. Along with 4 polk audio 12's wired to 2 1500 watt amps, with an extra deep cycle trunk battery, that I all installed myself. I put some dynomat in the trunk and my license plate, I just hate bass that sounds like crushing a tin can.

Charlie loved it... It made her squeal. Which gave me a boner, just seeing how awesome this chick was.

Other than a POS 3,000 car with half the price of the car put in to audio equipment, I loved my car. It was reliable, fast, and comfortable. The front had a nice bench seat so my new Girlfriend could snuggle in next to me. Reality got put back into check with her smooth silky pure white hand on my bare leg. Her cute little glances at me and her perky little voice telling me about what she was in the mood for. I want some meat she said, I chuckled. I told her that it is a little soon for that. She laughed. And then smiled at me and said "that's what you think"

I decided on going to Longhorn's, I want a nice big juicy flo's fillet with a creamy potato and firecracker appetizer. I remember that night, going to your first dinner with a girlfriend. OMG was she hott. You remember that girl of "American Beauty" well take that blond girls body and give it some bigger tits and a even nicer ass and a super hott face.

Holy fuck did this make a boring Wednesday fucking awesome. Hot little 15yr old ass wiggling up next to me in our booth. I wanted to take in everything nice and slow, but yet also fuck the shit out of her just so I can feel her tight pussy without ever loosing it.

Anyway dinner was nice we finished up and I took her back to the beach for a nice little walk. She got dropped off by her older sister, so I didnt need to worry about her wanting to go home. I told her she better have a swimming suit in her bag, because we are going in the hot tub. She laughed and told me are you serious?

I told her we needed to do something unique and fun to celebrate us meeting each other. And a nice hot tub bath would be wonderful with her. I eventually talked her into it and she undressed into her bra and panties.

After a little making out, this time with tongue was hotter than ever. Her nipples got aroused which I could clearly see. She was sitting on my lap and I started getting hard. She told me that she thinks my little guy wants to play with her too, I lol'ed. I said "little" haha maybe one day you will see how "little" it is. She teased me and said I have a lot more work to do before that. Joking about how there needs to be at least 10 more dinners, she has to meet my parents. etc etc.

Anyway she said that she told her sister/parents she was out studying with her friends. So she could stay out all night and just come to school with me in the morning. Little did she know about my Bro's apartment. Anyway I asked her if she wanted to stay on the beach with me all night.

Then I was like follow me, I have a cool little place I go too. She followed me to the door of the condo and I opened it. She was like OMFG r u serious??? Why didnt you tell me about this shit before. I'm like suprise haha. Anyway My brother has a pretty kick-ass projector and a bad-ass gsxr 1000 he keeps in his living room. He does some motoprix racing and works on cars, etc. His condo was probably 1200-1400 a month. So it was pretty bad ass.

She ran around looking at the bedroom and kitchen and the view from the balcony. She was like damnnnn this is your brothers place. Im like yeah he is cool, he is out of town so its all to ourselves for the week. She was telling me about how we should skip school. Even though she was getting all A's and so was I. Then we both realized we had a exam in geography on thurs anyway.

I planned out the rest of the night/day with her. Told her that I would take her to school and we would both ace the exam. I asked her if we should go to lunch together or just act like a couple in general, or did she want to keep it a secret? Anyway she told me she should eat with her friends and definitely sit behind her in geography.

Anyway I told her we could watch a movie. We ended up watching scary movie 3. Then just fooling around on the sofa. This time I got some boob rubbing, tongue in mouth action. YEAH!!

I made her some popcorn and a white russian 1/4 of the way through the movie. Then our interest was not on the movie so i turned it off. We sat in pitch black on the sofa making out and feeling her up. I started getting really hard. I took off her clothes down to just her panties. I was fully naked now. She didnt realize I was naked until she went to feel my leg and grazed my dick. She felt it and was like omg your naked? What R U doing? I told her tonight was perfect. She was like I don't want to have sex with you yet.

I was in control. I went down and smelled her warm shaved pussy. God was it good. I started teasing her inner thighs and pussy lips with my tongue, clearly avoiding her clit. Then all of a sudden she blurts " I'm a virgin"

Shit, I was like I thought you had been with other guys before. She said that she planned on me being her first and now she having her doubts because of me rushing into it. I told her to SHUT THE FUCK UP. I'M A VIRGIN TOO ITS NOT A BIG DEAL. At this point I had 2 fingers deep in her pussy, she didnt have a hymen though. Must have broken it horseback riding or something.

I told her to SUCK MY COCK NOW!! get me wet so it doesn't hurt you. I told her that I'm loosing my VIRGINITY too you KNOW!. I can't wait any longer. I'm sorry BUT I HAVE TOO.

She pleaded with me to stop, PLEASE STOP I'M NOT READY. WHAT HAPPENS IF I GET PREGNANT, IM NOT ON BIRTH CONTROL. DO YOU HAVE ANY CONDOMS?

I told her so what if she gets pregnant. I dont plan on you getting pregnant, but CONDOMS R GOING TO HURT YOU MORE!. THEN I RAMMED THE TIP OF MY DICK INSIDE HER SWEET PUSSY.

CHARLIE yelped OMG NO, IT HURTS TOO BAD. YOUR NOT MY BF ANYMORE WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?

I told her to shut up and it would start feeling good. I guess she did have a hymen because there was blood dripping out of her pussy mixed with alot of her juices. She was so fucking tight. Even being fully hard and just the tip inside she was squirming and squeezing so tight that my dick was literally being squeezed out of her pussy. We fucked for about 10 mins.

She told me this was rape because she didnt want it. I convinced her this is how people have sex the 1st time. It feels really bad for the woman, then you start to like it. I told her she just needs to wait. Your in pain right now and not thinking straight. O BTW i blew my load on her chest/tits. Not in her mouth. I figured she would flip shit from that.

Anyway I knew in the back of my mind that this was RAPE, wasn't it? She clearly told me NO and SCREAMED against it. I still continued to fuck her.

Then a couple hours of no talking, just sobbing and telling me how could I ruin this perfect relationship, how everything could have gone slow and been sexy. I told her that I didnt want to ever loose her and I did want to be her 1st no matter what. Equally wanting her to be my 1st.

We slept together, I told her she shouldnt leave and I didnt want to hurt her or loose her. I told her I HAD to do it. She eventually went to sleep sobbing, mascara dripping down her face like melted wax coming down a candle. Guilt started to sink in and I started to feel bad.

I figured she is just going to leave me and report this to the police and then my parents will disown me and i'll go to jail.

Then about 4am she woke up and told me she had the nicest dream she had ever had before. She told me how she envisioned marrying me and having kids with me. She told me that maybe we should start slow again and keep this our secret. I agreed and we just made out the rest of the night. I told her that I truly had big feelings for her. and I was an asshole for forcing sex on her etc.

If she never had that dream, would I be in jail right now?

Anyway I'm 21 now, me and Charlie have been married since we were 18. We got married on the beach the same spot we kissed for the 1st time. She got pregnant when she was 19 and now I have a sexy little baby girl that's 2yrs old right now.

She looks like she is going to take after her mom way too much. Lately Ive just been thinking about how wonderful it is going to be watching my daughter grow up and turn sexy just like my wife. My wife is still hott and everything but I can't wait tell theres 2 of them wiggling there ass in front of me while I come home from work and sit down to the TV.

I just can't get this day out of my head. Neither can I get rid of thoughts for my wife when she was a sexy 15yr old. or just sexy 15yr olds in general. God I wish I could re-live every moment of that day.

Just FYI, her pussy is not nearly as tight as it was and her sex drive has gone down tenfold.

I know I'm fucked up in the head. But I hope one day I can re-live this moment with my own 15yr old daughter, when she grows up.

Any Fathers out there that have the same thoughts I do?

I'm sorry about not having any pictures up. I know your going to probably tell me im full of shit and BS. But honestly 100% no lies. I may not remember exactly everything from that day. It may/ or may not have been rape. But please dont spam BS when every word of it is true.

But Did I rape my wife??? Sometimes when I have sex with my wife I tell her about our first time having sex and how wet she got and how I loved her virgin pussy (just to get her more aroused)and Sometimes she likes it.... Other time's she just starts to cry? WTF is with this shit? It's almost 50/50 to make her more aroused or to start crying.... Is it not good to bring up/ does that mean she still feels hurt by it, im guesssing?

Anyway my wife and I got a nice sony DSLR and camcorder, to record our daughters memories. Im sure i'll post some good pics of her while she grows up. May have to blur the face out though. (privacy concerns)

Hope Charlie never finds out about my daughter fetish. Or maybe she would understand me. I don't know how that would play out.

whats the ideal age of girls that you like pictures of? I like 10 and above myself
Definitely love those stickam vids of preteens bating.... mmmmm

This is my 1st post- I'm fairly new to this site. only have been checking out vids/pics for a week now. I only can do it at night while the wife is sleeping.

anyway i have about 50 Gigs of recorded stickam vids myself and can't wait to share with you

-blue balls