This is a confession of infidelity. I cheated on my wife Sunday afternoon September 2 in our guest bathroom during our son's 10th birthday party. If you're interested I have a story to share.

My mom fucks me all the time, Filipino whores don't get fucked the way I do.

She fucked me on Christmas, she fucked me on my birthday...

Last time she fucked me on Best Bay. and no one did anything.
She won't even kiss me. If I was going to fuck my son, I'd kiss him first...

OK so this is my first ever post on motherless, I have watched the boards for a while and enjoyed reading the posts and stories that everyone else has but until now I have never had anything worth while posting about.

So this is my story...

I used to rent a basement suite and the family that lived upstairs were also renters in the same house, they were very nice. We always got along really well. Anyway they had a couple sons and one of them I became good friends with. We always used to drink together...along with his parents (the other one was too young). I got to know them really well and they sort of became like family to me. His dad was constantly working out of town, often for extended periods of time..leaving his wife at home bored and lonely, we often hung out and I always thought she was hot...a real milf! I often fantasized about fucking her when he was gone...but never acted on those thoughts ever. We got along really well and she never had any problems touching me on the arm or something like that.

Well they ended up moving out and renting a nother place that was closeby, and eventually I also left as well and moved out of town. We still hung out but it had been a while since I last saw them. I went and visited this weekend because it was my friends birthday and he really wanted me to be there...they had a bunch of people over and it was a big party. We were all having a great time, and I happened to be sitting on the couch across from his mom. Everyone was listening to music and talking really loud so it was sort of difficult to hear what different conversations were around you. It was also pretty late, 1:00 AM or so so we were all pretty drunk, including his mom.

All of a sudden she leaned in to tell me something, and just started confessing about how much she loved me, and had for a long time...since a few months after we met. She told me about how she didn't love her husband at all anymore and they never had sex anymore. She said that though there were constantly guys hitting on her she was never interested because all she could think about was being with me. I was really not expecting that! it blew me away completely, I had never had any idea that she felt the same way about me as I did about her. We talked about it for a while and I ended up feeling her up right there on the couch while nobody was looking. It was exhilarating, and I could tell right away how much she loved it. We decided to meet up later after everyone had passed out or left for the night. She went upstairs shortly after and I continued to hang out and drink...waiting for everyone to leave!

About an hour later everything was pretty much winding down and I had picked a couch that I was going to sleep on...and pretended to go to sleep...excitedly waiting for everyone else to...which didn't take long! I slowly went upstairs and I could see her sitting on the couch across the room. I went over and sat down beside her and we made out for a few minutes, while we touched each other. I felt her soft tits under her bra, they were hard and nice and big. I couldnt believe that was going on!

I had almost completely forgotten that her husband was there as well but he hadnt participated much in the party. And I heard someone coming down the stairs that led to the top floor of the house. So I freaked out a bit and went into the bathroom, just to make sure. It was so I silently made my way down to where my couch was...and listened for the talking to stop. I gave a few extra just to be safe! When I got back I immediately noticed she had removed her pants, and was lying on the couch that she had been on before. I walked over and kissed her...and noticed she had removed her bra too! It was such easy access, and I slipped her panties to the side and kneeled down and sucked on her clit, she was already dripping wet! She moaned softly as I licked her, and then took my now throbbing cock out of my pants and slowly put it in. I still couldnt believe this was happening, as I slowly fucker her, she was still tight as hell and felt amazing. I kissed her and lifted up her shirt as we fucked. There was another sound and I went downstairs (DAMNIT!)

I wanted so badly to go up and continue but I waited a bit longer this time, and she came down stairs to me. She got on top of the couch and me and we fucked for a good 15 minutes or so, and both loved it, she moaned and I couldnt get enough of her pussy. She said after a while that she had to go up or her husband would come looking. she we ended it there....just as she was leaving she said she wanted to see me again, and we could have some real alone time together to do whatever we wanted! I cant wait till the next time we meet up...we have been talking about it nonstop!

My wife of 23 years is an uncannily sexy woman. She’s 5 feet tall and weighs around 110lbs, and has a 32C-21-36 body with a “JLo” ass. Her creamy skin, auburn hair and big almond shaped green eyes make me feel like a fortunate man after all these years.

Eleven years ago we visited her older sister and brother-in-law for the Thanksgiving holiday which is our normal custom. The sisters have a close relationship and we visit four or five times a year between our home and theirs. They have a son, who was fifteen and a virgin at the time. From the time my nephew was six years old he had a fascination with my wife; they wrestled and played rough constantly to the point that it became so commonplace that everyone in the family would smile, shake their heads or just roll their eyes with a “there they go again” attitude.
As our nephew entered his teens my wife mentioned to me in a joking way on several occasions that the play seemed to be taking a more sexual turn. She thought he was taking the opportunity to explore her body through her clothes and at times grinding his dick into my wife’s ass. I told her that if she thought this was the case she should stop it. My wife would just chuckle and say that it was nothing – he was just a kid.
On one occasion he waited until his dad was working the night shift and my wife was in a short nightshirt and panties to launch an “attack” He was fifteen and playing baseball, therefore strong and rather fit. My nephew caught his aunt leaving his mother’s bathroom while my sister-in-law and I were in the kitchen talking. Clad only in his boxers he caught my wife around the waist and tossed her on his parents` king-sized bed. He immediately crawled on top of her pressing his hard erection squarely on my wife’s bikini covered pussy while holding her down and playfully biting her neck and shoulders, my wife tried to throw him off. She kept hissing at him to get off of her, but he kept on, now moving his hips against her crotch. His erection, now hard and big, was pushing against her pussy.
He was really getting into it, dry-fucking his aunt was driving him crazy. The heated friction on my wife’s clit was sending sensations through her body and making her pussy very wet.
Once again she told him to stop, but this time in a low, firm voice. He was too big, way too strong for her to force him off her.
“No!” He said in a choking voice, “Please no, I can’t” He was now thrusting between his aunt’s shapely legs; she could feel his dick swell against her now sopping cunt. Burying his face in my wife’s neck he ground his hips into her crotch. His aunt’s grapefruit sized tits were mashed against his chest as his cock exploded, soaking the two of them with torrent after torrent of teenage cum. He pushed his upper body up as he ground his hips in a circular motion mashing his spasming cock on my wife’s pubic bone, squeezing out every bit of jism.
When he finished, he got off my wife and without a word to her left the room and went into his own room, shutting the door behind him.
A few minutes had passed when I entered the guest bedroom and found my wife sitting naked on the side of the bed, holding her completely soaked panties.

“What’s going on?” I asked as I shut the door.
“Basically,” she said in a low voice as she looked up at me, “our nephew fucked the shit out of me.” As she said this she handed the funky panties to me.
“What the hell are you talking about?” I was shocked. I took the panties, feeling their soppiness and smelling the unmistakable aroma of male cum and my wife’s juices. Numb. I tossed them in our dirty clothes bag as my wife said in a voice barely above a whisper:
“I had an orgasm. My nephew was fucking me hard through our underwear and I orgasmed as I felt him cum. What is wrong with me?”
She was sitting beside the bedside table with the lamp on. It was the only light on in the bedroom causing a soft glow to fall over my wife’s partially open legs. Her inner thighs and nearly bare crotch glistened.
“Nothing baby, it wasn`t intentional. You never meant it to happen but it did. He isn’t going to say anything and I don’t think you should. You can get him alone tomorrow and talk to him.” I was trying my best to be sensible but the image before me and the knowledge of what happened affected me in a weirdly erotic way. My wife looked up at me through her thick shoulder length hair. Her eyes were wide and for the first time it dawned on me that she was so aroused she was beside herself. She took my hands and roughly pulled me down on top of her. We couldn’t get my clothes off fast enough. Once undressed my wife climbed on top of me and in a voice that I barely recognized said:
“I want to fuck you.”
She did.

My nephew said little when my wife pulled him into the guest bedroom the next morning and told him she truly loved him but what happened the previous night could not happen again. She assured him she would never say anything to his parents. He thanked her and left the room.

It didn’t happen again. For nearly two years the play between them was less frequent and much more platonic. His parents even remarked to us in a summer visit to our home that they thought their son was “growing out” of the rough play.

My wife and I have never had children, so on our nephew’s birthday we always drive to my sister-in-law’s house for his party. He was now seventeen and the party was attended by twenty or so high school kids and we adults worked our asses off to host a successful event. I noticed on several occasions my nephew looking at my wife hungrily when he thought no one was looking. I saw it and it was obvious to me he was undressing her with his eyes and fucking her with his mind. It was no wonder. My wife was barefoot wearing thin, low riding white shorts and a yellow tank that in the early August sun clung to her tits from her sweat. It was an outdoor party in my sister-in-law’s big landscaped backyard.
I caught my wife inside as she was getting a platter of sliced tomatoes.
“Hey hon, ______ is ‘jonesing’ for you.”
“What?” she said partly shocked and partly embarrassed, “Baby, that’s in the past don’t bring that shit up now.”
“So you noticed?” I asked.
“Yes, of course but that was then, nothing has happened since. It’s alright.”

With that, she went back outside.

It was very late when the last of my nephew’s friends left. My wife had showered and was in the guest bedroom preparing for bed. I was in the bathroom across the hall taking my shower while my nephew and his parents had gone to bed. Or so I thought.

I finished my shower and went about my nightly routine of drying off, brushing my teeth and pulling on a pair of boxer-briefs. I opened the door of the bathroom and stepped into the hall. I could hear the sound of hushed, emotional voices and of weight shifting and moving on the bed in our room. I stepped to the door and realized it was barely shut. I pushed it open a bit; I don’t know why I didn’t just shove it open and enter the bedroom.
My nephew was lying on top of my wife, his hips between her legs. Her beautiful legs were spread wide bur her hands were on his shoulders holding him at bay, He was naked and a towel lay on the floor beside the bed. My wife was topless, her round breasts completely exposed but she still had her little panties on.

“Please Aunt _____, let me do it to you just this once.” He was speaking in a low whisper, “Everything was cool when it happened last time, I want you so bad.”

“No _______, we can`t!” My wife answered, “This shit is evil. Last time it was a situation that got out of hand, this is different. If your parents found out it would tear them apart and this whole family”

“Who has to know? No one found out last time, please. I haven’t been with a girl since that happened and no one found out then and no one will find out now!”

“Your uncle is across the hall so get off of me goddamnit!” My wife hissed.

“He’s taking a shower and he’s always in there for ages. Please Aunt _____ I want to fuck you for real.”

My nephew wrapped his arms under my wife and cupped her ass in his hands as he took her neck in her mouth and his round muscled butt began to move between her legs, rubbing his dick on his aunt’s crotch.
At this point I was about to push the door open and intervene when I heard a soft but distinctive moan emanate from my wife’s mouth. A knot seemed to grip my gut that stopped me cold. The bedside lamp was the only light on in the room as I saw a tangible surrender sweep over my wife; her hands pressed into his back and her legs curled around his thighs. He covered her mouth with his in a deep kiss. His left hand gripped her panties and pushed them over her flared hips, down her legs, tossing them on the floor.
Gripping her waist he turned my wife on top of him and moved her up to where he could take her left breast into his mouth and suck it. Her hands were on either side of his head as he nibbled tongued and sucked first the left then the right nipple. My wife groaned, lifting her head up in pleasure she saw my reflection in the dressing table mirror just across from her and directly opposite the door. We locked eyes and something happened. An eerie eroticism was palatable between us. In that moment she knew that if she wanted to fuck our nephew she could to her lust’s content. I would allow it and would be fine.
She did.

My nephew kissed and sucked my wife’s tits like it was a rare treat. Holding her asscheeks he moved his right hand to her moist pussy and eased his middle finger into her, gently moving it around. She moaned as she moved her ass back on his hand, encouraging him to push deeper.

Our nephew was the starting first baseman on his high school baseball team and his body showed it. He was 5’10” and in excellent shape. His dick was at full mast and rubbing against my wife’s upper right thigh, it had to be every bit of eight inches but what struck me was its thickness. I was a bit over eight and a half but he was thicker than me by half.
I was rock hard and without thinking my right hand went into my shorts, gripping my cock.

My wife slowly moved down her nephew’s body kissing and licking, her hair draping over him as she took his dick into her left hand.

“Oh fuck _______, you have a really nice dick.” She took him in her mouth, tickling his balls with her fingernails.

She sucked him. Her head bobbed slowly up and down, making light slurping noises.
It was his turn to groan. In no time he took her head in both his hands as his hips moved up and down in rhythm to the one blowjob he would remember for the rest of his life.
This was incredible. My gorgeous wife’s ass was sticking up in the air as she knelt on the bed sucking off her big sister’s son. I knew that soon he would cum in her mouth and she would swallow it. She loved to swallow my wad, she would his.

He thrust his hips up and pumped his cum into her mouth as her held her head tightly, gripping her hair. My wife put her left middle finger into his anus and massaged, sending him over the edge. He grunted rather loud but I didn’t care, I was taking this in while stroking my own dick. She swallowed nearly all of his spunk, some did dribble out of her mouth and over the fingers of her right hand that was pumping his thick dick.

She rolled over when he finished and said:

“Eat my pussy, I`ll teach you how.”

He obeyed, moving around to put his head between her creamy thighs. My wife gave him a brief but thorough tutorial on pussy eating and with a little direction soon had her mewing as he sucked her clit and slipped a finger into her vaginal hole. In a few minutes she was cumming while at the same time smothering his head from squeezing her thighs.

He was rock hard again. My wife gripped his ears and pulled him up and over her. The teen aged boy scrambled over her body to comply.

Holding his ears her eyes bored into his, “Now do what you`ve always wanted to do. Fuck me really good.”

She took his pole in her right hand and guided him into her pussy. Her legs bent back as she opened herself up to his cock entering her. Our nephew held himself up by his hands as his ass began the rhythmic up and down motion between my wife’s legs. Her hands held his hips to guide his pumping.

“Motherfucker!” He breathed, “This is a goddamn dream!”

He fucked her with deep strokes, the sounds of her moaning, their hips slapping together, his ass clenching every time he drove into her, the sight of her feet splayed on the shaking bed as she met him thrust for thrust was sensory overload. I pumped my dick with a passion I never knew I had. I felt the boiling in my lower belly that every man recognizes as he’s about to explode. I braced myself with my left hand on the wood paneled hall.

“Oh shit, fuck me harder! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Aaaaahhh! Fuckfuckfuckfuck!” Her legs clamped around his thighs and she thrust her hips up into him as she came….and came.
He lowered himself on her crushing her breasts and wrapping his arms behind her back he gripped her shoulders as if to hold her in place as he fucked his engorged cock in and out of her stretched out vagina.

“Oh my god Aunt ______! I`m gonna cum in you!” Still holding her in place he threw his head back then, lost in his own ecstasy he slowly shook his head back and forth while his dick gushed what proved to be a huge amount of cum into my wife’s womb.

In a moment my legs buckled as I began to pump my own geyser of jizz onto the hallway floor; I grunted like some sort of animal.
My nephew was draped over my wife but he heard my orgasm and spun around on her to stare at me in surprise. I was sitting on the floor with my back against the open door and my shorts stretched across my thighs. I raised my right hand to him in breathless communication that all was well. His dick made a wet popping sound as it pulled out of her pussy. The room was filled with the pungent smell of raw, incestuous sex.

My wife pulled his head into her breast and softly kissed his ear, “Its alright baby, its alright” she cooed.

After 22 years of marriage, last night on my 42nd birthday my wife watched me suck cock and swallow cum for the first time. We had talked about it because she thought it would be hot. Unfortunately she didn't enjoy it as much as I thought she would nor was it our son's cock she had in mind. She's always roll playing with me. 'Come fuck mommy's pussy' 'Do you like how mommy's pussy tastes?' It's a double standard if you ask me. Well guess what.... the next time she's sucking my cock and I cum down her throat I'm going to tell her it took Brooke nearly six months before she'd let me cum in her mouth. Granted the only boy she'd ever been with to that point was Walker.
Anyway...I tried. Maybe our son wasn't the first person she needed to see cum in my mouth. Sorry Walker... Tell your sister to hush for a bit, I know how she likes to run her mouth. Ha, I guess we both do. Should have named her River instead of Brooke.

I confess that when I was in high school, I made friends with a Freshman girl. I'll call her Tiffany here.

Tiffany would go out of her way to talk to me whenever she saw me, leading me to think she had a crush on me...which she did. This isn't one of THOSE confessions though so I didn't fuck her, especially given that I was happily dating at the time (and happily married now).

The crush is still relevant though. When a girl has a crush on a person, I've learned, she's more likely to spill her guts out to said crush. Which she did. Which was when I learned Tiffany had a 2 year old son at home.

It turns out that she had been molested/raped daily starting the day after her 11th birthday by her older brother. Her mother and father were the partying/alcoholic type respectively so they were pretty much never around/coherent enough to notice, leaving him free reign to do whatever he wanted to her. It wasn't until she started putting on weight that she freaked out, thinking she was pregnant (which she was) and told someone, getting him arrested, her moved to a new home, etc.

I still talk with her to this day (although nowhere near as often as I used to) and I still think about her past to this day (obviously). I feel horrible about it but I've gotten off to thoughts of her brother using her when she was younger, even thinking about it from time to time when making love to my wife.

I know that being raped is a horrible experience, let along being raped almost every day for a year and a half. I have common sense and a moral compass. I just can't help thinking about this boy having a young girl under his control to do with as he wishes whenever he wants and the fact that it was his own sister makes it even hotter in my mind.

Help/Reassure me?

dont see, why incest is so baad...when both r into it, whats the deal??? fuck the political correctness!!! I HAVE SEX with my DAD and i like it...never was forced to do anything....made a bad decision one time and told a friend of mine, at least i thought it was a friend...she told the police right away, fuck them hippocrites!!!

and i must confess i have a perv fantasy: i would like to fuck with my son, be his slut-mum...one time i dreamt it was his birthday party...his friend are in the liviong room, he enters the room, with me behind him..naked on all four and on a leash!!
i get banged, abused, stuffed in all holes...first they make fun of me...the males an females...slap me, spank me, put stuff inside me....then i have to gag on them...get fuckecked in all holes...then they watch as the girls pee on me, then the males.....this phantasy makes me so horny!!!

playin' with my son's birthday present!

I confess that I do not trust men. I originally joined motherless because of its confession board and have been wanting to get this out for some time. I cant go to anyone at the church or my friends because they would know who I am talking about and I dont want problems. So I want to tell my story here.

First a little background. I grew up very sheltered. We had a nice two story house in a small town of about 50,000 people. Both my parents worked and my oldest brother and sister took care of us most of the time. When I would get home from school it would be one of the two of them who would be there to make us a snack, help us with homework, cook dinner, direct chores, everything. My parents were there in the morning, but never got home til 9 or 10 at night.

I began developing physically when I was 6 years old. My mother had a talk with me then to explain that I was different from the other girls and we would have to buy me some special clothes. I was very slender which made finding good fits a problem. Within a year I was already a AA cup. I was having sexual urges when I was 7 years old. I know they mostly came from the fact that I could lay in my room and here my parents in the room next door having sex. I always wondered what they were doing in there. Then one day I found my dads porno stash in a hygiene luggage case when I was looking for a tube of toothpaste. I watched the movie because it seemed like the only movie in the house I hadnt seen yet. The sounds they made on the movies were the same sounds I heard coming from my parents room. At the time it looked disgusting but it also looked like it felt so good and I used to wish I could feel like that. I watched as the women played with themselves and began to copy their actions. As I did my brother walked into the room and saw me. He started yelling at me. Telling me to stop. To get dressed. He turned off the movie. Made me show him where I got it. Then he got more angry.

That night my parents had "the talk" with me and they said it was bad, but when I did it, it felt REALLY GOOD! So I kept doing it, and as the months went on I began to grow more aware of boys. I wanted them to do to me what I saw in that video. I knew it was wrong because in church they teach that sex, unless your married, is wrong. And how all things sexual with family is wrong, so I didnt dare ask the questions I had because I thought it would be viewed the same and if I asked I would go to hell. But I also had a dilemma. When I was 7 years old my brother was 14. He was technically my half brother.We have the same mother but different fathers. His birth father was black or puerto rican or something, so he had a light tan. A literal black sheep of the family (only brown, but you get what I mean). My father was a bigot and used to tell the rest of us that he wasnt our REAL brother and that if anything ever happened we had to stick together against our oldest brother and help each other if necessary. But the church taught that "we are all brothers and sisters". So, to me, he was just like the boys I see on the streets. Then about a month before I turned 8, something happened.

My brothers used to play wrestling all the time in the living room. One day my brother was laying on his stomach watching t.v. and I jumped on his back and started doing all the wrestling stuff I watched him do with my brother. Of course I let him "knock me out" and I lay there and said "oh I'm dead, you gotta do CPR to revive me". He came over to me very casually and did a couple small pumps like you would see on t.v. and a couple short breaths on my mouth. He wasnt kissing me, he just did a few puffs and got up. I said "I'm still dead". And he did the same thing. Got up and went back to his show. I got up and left the room. I went to my room. I could still feel his lips on mine. Feel his hands on my chest. I wanted more. Needed more. I went back out to the living room and tried to resume our game but he made me stop. Said "leave me alone Im trying to watch my show". So I went back to my room and rubbed myself until I felt that tingle that I enjoyed so much.

I kept up the game every chance I could every time my other brothers and sisters were upstairs. My brother watched the same shows everyday and made us all go upstairs when he watched them so I knew when would be a good chance. Sometimes instead of trying to play I went to my parent room to look for that stash, and one day I finally found it. I would sneak peeks at it on the tv in my parents room. I saw once that the girls would cup their breasts or rub their nipples and it seemed to make them feel even better. I tried it that night it my room. As I rubbed myself I began to touch my breasts too. Just cupping them felt good. And when I rubbed my nipples that tingle I enjoyed so much came almost instantly.

The next day I went and played with my brother again. But this time was different. This time, when he put his hands on my chest to give me CPR I could feel that tingle deep inside me. As he pumped my chest I wanted so badly to touch myself but I was supposed to be dead. So I didnt. When he stopped I got up and went to my room. I took off my bra because I wanted my brother to be able to see what he was touching. (Most of the tops I wore back then were tank tops. I didnt like T-shirts). I went back downstairs to play some more. This time when he bent down to give me CPR I could feel him looking at me. I knew he was staring at my breasts. And this time when he did the CPR he put his hand over my breast instead of the middle of my chest. It felt so good. And when he leaned over to give me the breaths I let out a small light moan. He got up and started to walk out. As he did I looked at his waist and I could see his erection pushing his sweatpants straight out. I was excited because I knew that meant he liked it too.

I went upstairs to my room. I was confused. Scared. Excited. I didnt know if he would tell our parents. I didnt know if he actually enjoyed it or if he just had to go pee.

I went back downstairs about 20 minutes later. There he was usual spot watching his show. Same tactic, same game. But this time he gave me longer breaths. And 5 of them, instead of just 3. 4 or 5 seconds long instead of a little 1/2 second stuff. We played for a long time. I honestly dont know how long. Each time he was put his hands on my breasts I felt that tingle.

We played that way for a couple of days. I was still sneaking peeks at the movies and touching myself in my room. The whole experience, and feeling like I was getting away with something excited me. Then one day on the video, a weird new thing. The guy picked up the girl, flipped her upside down and was standing there holding her upside down while they did oral. I wanted to do this. I wanted to try to get close to my brothers penis without being too obvious. So the next time we played I told him to do a piledriver. Which would put me right there. He picked me up and flipped me upside down. I took this chance to be bold. I dont know why. I held onto his legs like they do on the wrestling and tv only i pushed my face toward his crotch then started shaking my head no, just like the do there. I could feel his penis was hard. He "piledrived" me and "knocked me out" and this time I lay myself in a way that I could touch his penis when he leaned over me. I knew he wanted to do more like I did but I could tell he wasnt going to. He only took a step if he saw me take it first. So when he leaned over me I raised my hand to his penis and grabbed it and tugged it like they did in the porno. He put his tongue in my mouth and we actually started kissing for real. I tried to copy what I had seen in the porno and on movies when people make out. I kept tugging at his penis and he reached down and put his hands down my pants and rubbed me so gently. As he did I reached up and began to touch my nipples. He pulled up a little and looked surprised. Puzzled. Like he was surprised I knew as much as I did. He leaned back down and started licking my nipple. The tingle came. And lasted and lasted and he kept going. We only stopped because one of my sisters came downstairs to ask when dinner was.

We played like that for weeks. Past my birthday and on. Then one day, I got the chance I had been wanting. I had been wanted to know what was so enjoyable about putting a penis in your mouth. We had not done oral at all. Just touching each other and getting my nipples licked. But nothing else. I wanted to put it in my mouth. And this time when he raised me up for a pile driver I could see the head of his penis sticking up out of the top of his sweats. A good two inches out. When I think back I always wonder if it just happened like that (yeah right) or if he did it on purpose. Probably the latter. But I let myself fall against it and began to lick it. Like a lollipop because I didnt know if I should actually pull it out or not. As I licked it I could feel his tongue moving up my leg. He pulled my shorts to the side and starting to lick my little pussy lips. He put me down and said lets go upstairs. We walked up to my room and told everyone not to bother us because we were gonna start my homework. He locked the door to my room and undressed me. He got undressed too. He picked me up again and we gave each other oral for what seemed like hours. I loved it. It felt so good. He was putting his tongue inside me which I felt really weird about because I was thinking "eww, I pee from there". But he didnt seem to care, if felt good, and I was actually enjoying being able to put his penis in my mouth. I could only handle a couple inches but he didnt complain.

As we did this he stopped and told me I had to be quiet or someone would hear us. I didnt realize that I was moaning and wasnt even meaning too.

He layed me down on the bed and licked me some more and all over my legs. He held my legs together and began to thrust into them. He was doing the sex movement but I was a little confused because I thought it looked differently in the video and it didnt really feel like anything. But I knew it did to him because he shot his load just like in the porno and it was ALOT!! Seemed like way more than in the movies. We used my bath towel to clean it up, got dressed, and went out. We started "doing homework" like that everyday.

Then one day I asked him why doesnt he do to me just like they do in the pornos. He said we cant because when I got to my doctors appointment they can tell and we would get in trouble.

We played like that for the next 3 years. Soon I was able to just suck his cock and make him cum. Which made for fun quickies. I loved to watch his expressions as I did it. I thought I really enjoyed it.

Then he turned 18 and moved out. Left the house. Just left me, like he left behind a broken dish. I felt rejected. Started hunting around for other guys. Learned that they were all truly the same. Wanted me to pleasure them and leave when it was convenient. So I stopped allowing myself to get emotionally involved with them. I used them for sex when I wanted it, and if I didnt....tough shit for them. HAHA!! I am now BI. I prefer women to men because I can be satisfied easily with a woman. Now when I see my brother at family get togethers I feel angry. Spiteful. I know what he looks like naked. He has a pretty little wife. And I can just picture all the things we used to do together he does with her, and the one thing I wanted from him most, she is getting.

It's wrong, I know. I'm married now, have a son, and another child on the way. But still, everytime I see him, deep down inside, I still want to fuck my brother.

I can't tell people in real life so I'm just going to vent here. All my life I have felt different. I could never put my finger on why. Oh wait, I mean SCALES. Fuck. Anyways, this shit started a year ago. I was born with freckles, crimson eyes, and an incurable case of a common skin disease. I was constantly teased by little shits who thought they were sooo cool. Here's what I have to say: FUCK YOU LITTLE SHITS.

Okay, back on topic, last september I met the love of my life. His name's Kellie. It is NOT a girl name! I took one look at him and fell in love. He had these yummy brown eyes and thick black hair and he thought that I was sexyy. But when I brought him to meet my family, they didn't approve. Just because he's darker than me! It's not fair at all. My mom married a Protestant and her family shit bricks so now she's taking it out on me and my future hubby! But, I don't need her.

So, six months later things were SUPER serious. Kellie and I got engaged! the ring was..a little old and covered in liquid but I wasn't complainin'. A month later, my 21st birthday, was when I first noticed the changes. My eyes started to get kinda green, and the scabies spread but it was my goddamn birthday, and I'm sexy so I didn't care. The night was wild! Kellie and I did it!!! It.was.amazing.

5 months later I found out that I was expecting!!!!!!! A BABY BOY! We named him Julio after a book that Kellie loves called julie of the wolves or some shit like that. The day Julio was born was the best damn day of my shitty life. He was so beauteous!!!! he had Kellie's sexy eyes and dark hair, but my skin. And, you won't believe this, but Julio had wings. Real wings! I didn't tell any of my friends though 'cause no one would believe me but it's true. It doesn't even matter now though. I don't have anymore friends.

Life was great for a while but then things got stranger. My voice got deeper and more scratchy, and Julio learned to walk when he was like 6 weeks old. It got harder to catch the baby when he would misbehave, but Kellie didn't even care. He just laid around and ignored me.

I only got mad at Julio one time, and he flew away!!!! Just flew right out the damn window! I'm completely falling apart. I can't stop crying and now Kellie is so distraught he can't control his bowel movements. I need help! But none of my friends will speak to me and my parents think I'm disgusting. I never liked my mom but she's all I have now. And my dad, he's not even my real dad!!! My mom finally confessed that I'm half dragon! My real father is a reptile living in the fucking Sahara! What the hell. And guess what else? I can't even report my missing son to the news because my husband is a german shephard and society wouldn't approve. Love knows no bounds, conservative Christian hate mongrels. Fuck you.

How I lost my virginity @ 20.
My dad's gf's son's ex-gf had flashed me a wild flirty look when I was first introduced to her.(we'll call her TJ since that was her stripper nickname) Over the next few months I hung out with TJ and her bf. She and I had become friends and talked about different things and had briefly discussed my virginity and sex a little. We had flirted a bit but really didn't have too much time together to ourselves.
Tj's bf started hanging out at my dad's appartment more and TJ started chatting with me on aim. I would always tell her how horny I was and how bad I wanted some pussy, and started asking her more and more about her pussy and how wet she was, and what kindof panties she had on.
This went on for a few weeks, until there was a night when her bf was half passed out in the livingroom and I was in my room chatting with his gf with a raging hardon; she decided the tension was too much and snuck in my room thru my private door to the bathroom. She took off her jeans and hopped on my lap grinding her ass into my cock as we made out, she obliged and let me see her pussy and tits while she stroked my cock a little, but she got scared that her bf would try to find her and left.
We fooled around made out more over the next few weeks. Until the night of my birthday, I had gotten a big bottle of rum to celebrate and make rum & cokes with. I invited TJ and her bf over, we all had drinks until TJ's bf had too much and passed out on the couch. I went to my room so I could talk dirty with TJ. She told me that she had just shaved and was really horny and wanted to fuck me.
I asked her what about her bf and she said he was sickly and couldn't satisfy her. So needless to say she snuck back to my room in a few minutes. We got naked as we kissed and groped each other. I told TJ I wanted to lick her pussy after she let me finger her pussy, so she laid back and I crouched down over the edge of the bed and licked her clit and used my finger to massage her g-spot (horny geek fascinated with female anatomy lol); after awhile of this she bucked her hips and came, leaving my chin and lips covered in her juices. TJ pulled me up and onto to her sweaty, still shuddering body and kissed me deeply taking most of her juices with her. She reached down wrapped her hand around my cock and rubbed it up and down her pussy finally slowly easing the head of my cock in between her lips, then pushed her ass up and grabbed my ass and slowly rocked me in deeper and deeper, finally her pussy gripped the base of my cock and she let out a soft moan and dug her nails in. TJ didn't have sex for a few months since her bf had stomach problems; making her pussy pretty tight. Luckily since I was so horny all the time I jerked off alot esp talking to TJ, so I lasted a good while until I couldn't handle anymore of her warm stickey gripping pussy. I told her I was going to cum and she told me pull out and get up on my knees, she hopped up and set her mouth to suck; her tounge throwing me over the edge as she deep throated my cock; wave after wave of cum gushed into her mouth which she happily swallowed. We layed there in a heap for awhile and I started to play with her pussy again until she came again, and the she said it was time to go.
For over a year and a half she snuck in and sucked and fucked with me, we ended up working at the same place and would fuck after work almost every night. We tried all sorts of positions, and once she had me fuck her with a dildo in her ass, then pull it out and cum in her ass; which she said was the best orgasm she had ever had.
I've got some more stories but this is how I lost my virginity. Enjoy :)