So, I am going through a rough time. Having a break up with my now x gf. We havent been dating for a long time but we have known each other for years, so the break up is going over rather poorly. Constantly fighting, always, about the same old shit over and over and over. WE cant move pass it, so i have kinda just given up. By doing so I have spent more time with my friends... One of my friends mothers has been curious about me for a while, i used to live with them and would sleep in her room, not with her but in the room. I would come in and find her play toy just laying on the bed, or find it when i tucked into bed. I loved it, so hot for me to come home to. We have talked a few times about doing stuff together but always boiled down to "youre not old enough, maybe when you can buy me a drink". though i have dranken plenty in my lifetime before hand let alone any other drugs. When i turned 21 i would hit on her when my friend was away, sometimes get drunk and come on SUPER thick with the interest. Eventually i moved away for a while, and came back. Start hanging out with friends a bunch again because i didnt have much friends where i moved to. Hung out with my friends and my friends mother again, my friends mother didnt seem too different, but one night she gave me a hug after a long day at work and a long day of screaming with the gf... It felt so amazing, her breasts held tightly against me. I held her a little uncomfortably long, she tried to stop real fast, like a fast friendly hug, but soon she started hugging me back and and rocking side to side. I eventually let go and told her sorry, but i needed that. And she said no problem, we stood there and talked for a while before she left. Then i texted her almost as soon as i got inside that her hugs were amazing and sorry if it were too long. Told her she was amzing for being there for me, because i havent had much for parents so my friends parents had typically been what i would refer to as my parents. Her reply was that she also enjoyed the hug very much, and that beyond our relationship with her child we had great chemestry. Then went on about not sure if shes a cougar or a milf but she hasnt been attracted to a younger male in a long time and that she doesnt want to make things awkward... but she wants that D. eventually the conversation leads to how she doesnt like to wear condoms and is recently off birth control, but we can have some fun... Idk what exactly that means due to me being rather vanilla and this would be the first older woman i would have ever had sexual relations with. ive had plenty of sex with younger women, but this is different... this is my friends mom, of which ive been attracted to for a while, and yet shes opening the gates for this.
