So at the time I was 17 me and my girlfriend were taking a break and I guess that just sorta messed up how I think so one night when I wasent to down I was watching some porn and saw how nice the guys cock looked in the porn I was a little embarrassed that I thought that but his dick just wouldent leave my mind
so I gave in to my forbidden thought and started looking at gay porn nothing crazy just pictures of dicks and 1 or 2 videos of some guys sucking dicks it started to get really bad and my thought I guess you could say got worse so here I am daydreaming about buying a car on craigslist and I see this little tab that says man seeking man so I was like huh lets click it and its just a fuck ton of dudes asking to get there dicks sucked or to suck dicks and my thought process basically just blew up I locked myself in my room and started just looking at these post and finally had this crazy idea to post I want to suck a dick telling people I was 18 nothing crazy and nothing sexy just literally "hey I am kind of curious to try this I wanna blow a dude"
about an hour later this guy sends me a message and says hes close and dtf so I tell him where to me me and its some indian guy I guess he was handsome I don't really find guys attractive so we go to a secluded place and we just sorta stared at eachother for a minute he asked if we were gonna do this as he grabbed my crotch
I slowly got on my knees and shakingly unzipped his pants and pulled out his dick now I have seen dicks before both on porn and just other peoples dicks but this dick took my breath away it was so close to me and throbbing for me to give it attention I was extreamly nervous about actually doing this so I took his uncut 7.5 inch thin dick in my hand and started to beat him off to get him harder and I also was sorta trying to prevent this from happening so I am jacking him off right in front of my face just and inch or two away and he puts his hand on the back of my head and starts to push me closer my heart stopped and I froze up my mouth actually just sorta dropped open from being nervous and the tip of his dick went in my mouth a little bit I pulled away and he asked if I still wanted to do this I nodded my head yes not being able to find words
I looked back down at his now fully erect dick and I stuck my tounge out slowly and licked his dick from the base to the head I pulled his foreskin back and licked his head and it just took me over the taste of his dick became amazing I opened my mouth and and took him in I guess he liked that just as much as I did and he started to face fuck me I guess my gag reflex is good too because I deepthraoted him over and over and over again I felt his cock throbbing harder against my toung and slamming the back of my throat again and again I felt a lot of precum start to cum out and then it happened he blew what felt like to me a humungeuos load strait in my mouth the taste wasent as good as the dick but I grabbed his ass and pulled him into me more and he slammed my head onto his cock even more he pulled his dick out with a cum trail leaving my mouth to his dick I pulled him close to me again and cleaned up what was left I stood up looked at him and with out either one of us saying anything we just walked away from eachother and never saw eachother again now I am married and still have thoughts and craving of sucking another dick that's the confession I had to get off my chest
