Porn is ruining my life. I should be working right now but all I can do is sit here stroking my cock to all the fine asses and tits I see. I go out in public anywhere and all I want is to pull my cock out and stroke it to all the hot fuckmeat I see. I wish I could find someone as twisted as myself to encourage me to. Or have someone who just randomly pulls out my cock, or demands that I produce my cock, for the sole purpose of milking me at their whim no matter where we are then continuing on like nothing happened after I blow my load. I have to admit also that my latest fetish, interest, desire or whatever you want to call it is to truly experience a power exchange. I wish I could walk in to home with a woman wearing stockings, heals and a strap-on to me treated like a whore, to be made her whore pushing me to my knees, demanding I suck her cock, getting throat fucked until she decides it's time to pack my ass with her fake cock. I want her to fuck me hard and demand that I not touch my cock myself while she pounds my ass deeply while degrading me until making me blow cum. Then she could suck it up and give me a big sloppy kiss making me eat the mess of cum I made or feed it to me to complete my degradation.... I feel like that's the next step of my fall down this rabbit hole of indecency.... Unfortunately I haven't found someone to take those next steps with...
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I got divorced almost three years ago. I am a female, in my late 30s, and I have been married for 15 years, so I married young.
He was my first, if you dont count a few innocent hs pettings, and our sex life was pretty non existent, for the last few years of marriage. I have relived myself, many times, and eventually got sucked into the world of erotic forums, porn sites etc.
After we split up, my libido just jumped through the roof, and my online addiction sky rocketed. I wanted sex so badly, I have caught myself having these indecent thoughts about men around me, at work, at the supermarket etc.
Why didnt I do anything?
I am affraid. I have had sex with only one man in my life, and I guess I was insecure, so I stayed locked inside this cage I have built for myself.
Through all this, I started chatting with this man, some ten years younger than me, via this erotic forum. It became a form of hotting, with words at starters. Then I sent him some photos of me, without face and clothed, he sent me his, and he is a handsome, handsome man, so handsome, that I have wondered what such a good looking man is doing sexting a woman like me.
It evolved, i sent him some bikini photos, than partial nudes, and full nudes at the end, and eventually we saw each other on cam.
It was so sexy. He was raining down on me with compliments, throughout all of this, how beautifull I am, how hot I am, and such things are nice to hear. LIttle digression - I know I look good, and my looks werent the obstacle for me to find someone to have sex with - it was the other issues, I discussed earlier.
So we continued with this for more than 6 months, and it was hot, so intense. He was so good at describing things, it was like living through an audio version of the best erotic story ever written. Him, talking, made me climax every time, but looking at him through the camera didnt hurt either.
And he was obsessed with my behind, always asking for me to show it, and if I did, he would climax almost immediately. He would always tell me how he wants me from behind, or in a reverse cowgirl etc, and it got me appreciating that part of my body, and I did become aware that it does look good for a woman of my shape and size.
Long story short, after almost half of year of this, one day he sends me a message that he is coming to my country on business (we both live in Europe - different countries), and that he will be in such and such hotel, room number ..., and gives me his telephone number, for me to call him, so we could go out for dinner and, who knows.
I decided not to go, not to call him, it was all fun, but one thing is a fantasy through the weil of some anonymity, and this would be something completely different.
I was fighting myself on this one, I wanted to go, but I was scared, really scared that I will ruin it, by meeting him. You have got to understand, this was a kind of a relationship for me, something I was looking forward, seeing him online.
He was staying there for three nights. On the second night, I called him at 1 a.m. My voice was... I was scared. Asked him if I can come over to his room.
An hour later, I was there, in leather pants (god, what was I thinking), and a bottle of wine. We started going at each other immediately, we were both so desperate. He ripped my blouse off of me, and went for my breast right away. I was on fire, ready to go, like I have had hours of fore play.
And as we started to undress, I remembered his fixation, so as he was laying on his back, I got on top of him, kissed him, then turned the other way. I have never had sex in this position, so I was a bit scared, but ready to go. He had a condom on... And he came after no more than 20 seconds.
My dissapointment was inmesurable. He did try to get me off, afterwards, but wasnt good at it, so I faked it. I excused myself, and lied to him that I will see him again tomorrow, and told him it was good, it was all I was hoping for.
Never saw him again, not in real life, nor online. But this awkward experience was an eye opener of sorts. What was I affraid of?
Two weeks later, I met a man of my age, also divorced, like me, and I am having the best sex of my life.
I think this whole experience helped me understand a few things about myself. And one thing is for sure, I lost years of my life, living of sexual scraps, from my husband, later on, from online erotica, but nothing beats the real thing, when it is done right.
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Nature knows no indecencies; man invents them.
Who will punish me for my indecent thoughts?
HISTORY OF PORN
Much of the short film clips seen here on Motherless are reminiscent of the Old Projection machine known as the Nickelodeon. Much of the fact that it was used for Porn has been covered up today.
It started by projecting "flipping" stereographic cards as you crank the arm of the machine, after depositing a nickel. As tech developed, a motion picture film loop was later added known as the Kinetoscope.
During the time, they even sung a song about it's use and "addiction" (even though it was hidden in the lyric's intent. The song "Music, Music, Music" sung of how "all I ever want to hear is Music-Music-Music" after putting in "another nickel". There is no known instance of "Nickelodeon" being used - as in the song - to imply a jukebox-like device. So the JOY expressed in the song was for what was SEEN within it. As such, even the Song about it later: Some radio stations refused to play the record because of the thought that the lyric "I'd do anything for you/Anything you'd want me to" might be construed as indecent. However, at the time - before the popularity of the song - "Nickelodeon" in fact referred to a five-cent silent movie theater
The meaning of the word (Nickelodeon) has been muddied ever since. In fact, when it was current in the early 20th century, it was used only to refer to a small five-cent theater and not to any coin-in-the-slot machine, including amusement arcade motion picture viewers such as the Kinetoscope and Mutoscope.
Much of the actual history of porn being shown around the world is being forgotten. Actual machines and stereo cards go into private collections. While Hollywood works to maintain and restore old films, original "Blue movies" dry up and rarely get made into digital.
I write this to hopefully inspire that the segment of that history not be allowed to go Extinct.
Max Hardcore. What a legend.
Nature knows no indecencies; man invents them.
LEMME GET THIS STR8....I'm Here in the USA...
and... I HEARD THAT....IT'S "OK"" for a women to go around TOPLESS to ATTRACT GUYS ON A DAILY BASIS .. but its NOT OK FOR A GUY to WHIP HIS DICK OUT and take a PUBLIC LEAK ANYWHERE HE WANTRS.??????????? THE FUCK....
what kind of a world do we live in (USA MOSTLY) where GUYS cant just WHIP OUT their DICKS and TAKE A PUBLIC LEAK and get arrested for it for ""indecent exposure"" OH BUT WOMEN CAN????????? THE FUCK
SO ... why is it OK for WOMEN to GO AROUND TOPLESS ""IN PUBLIC"" -- IN BROAD DAYLIGHT.... and FLASH TITTIES , but its NOT OK for a GUY to just WHIP OUT HIS DICK anywhere he fuckin wants?????????
Man arrested for masturbating in his truck in a parking lot - seen by mother and her child.
http://newschannel9.com/news/public-1006727-front-indecent.html
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A: Motherless is slow as fuck and is often over capacity.
Nature knows no indecencies; man invents them.
In the state of California could I get in trouble for driving down a freeway with my tits out? Is that considered indecent exposure, illegal? I want to drive down the I-5 for hours in between gas stops in hopes of pervs following me and watching me.
I can confess that I am a professional serial panty thief. I started as a 14 year old a few of years ago. My collection got so huge that I had to move out of my home.
In the beginning, I'd steal one or two of my sisters panties from her drawers. Then her my moms. Eventually, during hot summers days I'd put on a balaclava and sprint around my neighbourhood, steal as many panties I could from washing lines and putting them in my bag. If I get caught doing it the rush is amazing. I have been banned from over 10 laundromats in my city after being caught on CCTV completely empty washing machines and taking all the panties.
My small apartment, is full of panties. The kitchen, bathroom, bedroom, hallway, storage cupboard... What started as a few panties hidden under my bedsheets has now turned into an entire apartment with panties up to shin.
My family has disowned me and i've been put on he sex offenders register. I have been charged several times with theft and public indecency but have escaped a prison sentence so far.
Before I was caught, I was featured in a local newspaper on the front page. Someone had taken a picture of me while I was running from my latest theft. The headline read "Underwear thief strikes again"
I love it and will continue to do it until there are enough panties in my apartment that in can swim in them.
I like wearing innocent dresses in a dirty way so men stare at my tits and make indecent comments.
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Lewd Encounters (P. 24) - Indecent Acts With Brenda
Wet Indecent Cleft Feast At An Lesbo Sex Party
Indecent Lady Gets Mounds Licked
Unfaithful Wife Opens Her Crotch Indecently Iori Nanase
Indecent Fetish Paramours Getting Down To Some Hawt Business
