I confess that I'm a sex addict. I'm 24, have been with close to 40 women,
and been jerked off by a couple dozen dudes. I honestly know I'm straight, I just choose to let horny gay dudes jerk me off while I watch straight porn. Cheating on your girlfriend with girls just invites drama, gay dudes just want to jerk you and that's it. Love the local high school girls, and wish I knew how to approach them without getting arrested.

My (24F) ex-BF (26M) got me addicted to porn. I never watched before until he wanted to while we had sex. It was fun and exciting. He picked a regular amateur vid of a couple fucking. Nothing very noteworthy about it now but at the time I felt so dirty, watching other people fuck while he was taking me from behind. I could tell he loved it because he was harder than I'd ever felt him and he barely lasted. I was riding the high of being so dirty for a while. 

The next night he just put it on without saying anything. This time he licked my pussy till I came before he fucked me. The whole time he was watching a woman getting gang fucked. I was jealous that she turned him on more than me but I loved seeing all those men taking her without even caring if she liked it. I'd never seen a man act like that and it made me feel like I was missing something. Thinking about it made me feel even dirtier, which just turned me on more.

I started watching it without him, going down a rabbit hole of increasingly degrading scenes. He loved it. He loved coming in and seeing me fucking myself to women getting brutally fucked, hit, spit or pissed on. I stopped wearing bras (i have smaller tits anyway) and eventually stopped wearing panties except for during my time. 

He dumped me about 4 months later. He texted me that he was going to stop by with his brother (25) on their way to go on a dirt bike camping weekend. My brain took that to mean he was bringing his brother over so they could fuck me together. When they got there I was completely naked and ready. His brother was shocked and just walked out. My BF went off on me about being a whore and left. I apologized over and over and cried for hours. Even after that I couldn't go to bed without getting off. I felt horrible and turned on for being that way. 

I hate that I love porn so much. 

i confess i just smashed my laptop after i 256 bit encrypted it i am a changed person now motherless this is the last ull hear from me you turned me into a monster i dont want to spend my life in jail for others having trouble with sex addiction honestly just work on stopping it i am proud of myself i am a changed person and with god by my side i can achive it, people look at what your doing you dont want to be that guy on datline please change stick to legal porn its not hard to

I've become addicted to going to porn shops and jerking off. I leave the door wide open for all to see. Just started letting a few married guys suck it. It's so exciting bit I know I should stop. Today im.going to live stream myself there

Ok my confession, this may take a while. My name is Lisa im 18 and until a few months ago i was a total virgin. I was raised by very strict parents and raised very catholic. I was always a very good girl. Im not sure why i changed but i have. My parents trusted me not to do anything naughty and have not checked on what im looking at on the net for years. I was doing homework one night and was looking up a few things on line, i must have typed in the wrong thing because instead of what i was looking for a link to porn came up. I clicked on in and there on my screen was a couple having sex, it got me all horny and i was soon rubbing my pussy, i had done that before but this was the first time i had done it watching porn. Over the next few weeks i became addicted to porn. I felt so guilty but i couldn't stop, I had never masturbated so much and would so it every chance i could. I told my friend Julie at work what i had been doing and she laughed saying she thought i would be a goody two shoes till the day i died. I asked her why she thought that and she told me that i had always come across like that and the way i dress was like something out of the dark ages. I looked down at myself and she was right i guess i did dress like my mum. That week she talked me into coming over to her house on the Saturday for dinner and a drink. I made an excuse to my parents and because they trusted me they let me go with out a fuss.
I met Julie in town for lunch and she said she was going to take me shopping. She got me to try on so much and we finally bought a black dress and some tops and a few skirts, i would never have picked them out myself. Then she took me to the Ann Summers shop. In the end i spent over £300 in there and came out with so much sexy underwear. We went back to her flat and she got me to try on the underwear, and with the wine she was giving me, i guess i was starting to loosen up, i didn't even mind changing in front of her. She made a comment about my pubic hair and said i should shave it off because most men didn't like a mass of hair down there. I told her I had never done that and would be scared to cut myself. She told me she would do it for me. So we went to the bathroom and she trimmed the long hair and then covered the rest in shaving foam, she was very gentle and as she shaved she had to touch me, I told her she was the first person ever to touch me down there, and that just made her touch me more, she pulled my lips so she could shave all the hair from them and got me to turn over so she could make sure my ass was smooth too. I was finally shaved and she got a little baby oil and rubbed it on me, I looked in her eyes and .....................................................

So...I am a true card carrying sex addict. 12 steps and all. And except for porn, I've been sober for going on 5 years. for those who don't know that means I've only fucked my wife and no one else. Things have been rough lately and I haven't gone to a meeting or talked with anyone in a while and... well I started doing things I shouldn't. One thing led to another and today I met with this married slut in the picture. And let me tell you she has a great body. I didn't end up fucking her. Just played with her and got a bj. but I've got plans to go pick up where we left off. Only stopped today due to a time crunch. Now i'm twisted up about it. It felt really good and her tits and ass felt amazing. Not to mention those lips on my hard cock. It was in public too. I told my self if we met up in public I could keep it just a "fantasy" and not let things go to far. But I was kidding myself. One of my issues is enjoying public really. And she is submissive,wouldn't say no. So before I could stop myself I was forcing her head on my dick. even smiled at a nice older gentleman walking by the car and gave him a good flash of her tit.

So here is where I am... I loved it as it happened of course. but I feel guilty and know I have a problem. Do I,,,Can I,,, make myself stop and not see her again? What should I do....

I am a total sex addict. I'm married and have loitered in porn shops getting sucked off by strangers for years now. I've probably been sucked off by a few hundred different guys, and been sucked off by the same guys dozens of times, and never even know their names. I've sucked off a few of them myself when I'm extra horny. Just can't help myself. Gloryholes, sharing booths, doesn't matter. I know I'm a sick fucker, but what am I gonna do. I'm horny and there's a guy there wanting me to cum in his mouth, I can't stop myself. So, there you have it.

I got divorced almost three years ago. I am a female, in my late 30s, and I have been married for 15 years, so I married young.

He was my first, if you dont count a few innocent hs pettings, and our sex life was pretty non existent, for the last few years of marriage. I have relived myself, many times, and eventually got sucked into the world of erotic forums, porn sites etc.

After we split up, my libido just jumped through the roof, and my online addiction sky rocketed. I wanted sex so badly, I have caught myself having these indecent thoughts about men around me, at work, at the supermarket etc.

Why didnt I do anything?

I am affraid. I have had sex with only one man in my life, and I guess I was insecure, so I stayed locked inside this cage I have built for myself.

Through all this, I started chatting with this man, some ten years younger than me, via this erotic forum. It became a form of hotting, with words at starters. Then I sent him some photos of me, without face and clothed, he sent me his, and he is a handsome, handsome man, so handsome, that I have wondered what such a good looking man is doing sexting a woman like me.

It evolved, i sent him some bikini photos, than partial nudes, and full nudes at the end, and eventually we saw each other on cam.

It was so sexy. He was raining down on me with compliments, throughout all of this, how beautifull I am, how hot I am, and such things are nice to hear. LIttle digression - I know I look good, and my looks werent the obstacle for me to find someone to have sex with - it was the other issues, I discussed earlier.

So we continued with this for more than 6 months, and it was hot, so intense. He was so good at describing things, it was like living through an audio version of the best erotic story ever written. Him, talking, made me climax every time, but looking at him through the camera didnt hurt either.

And he was obsessed with my behind, always asking for me to show it, and if I did, he would climax almost immediately. He would always tell me how he wants me from behind, or in a reverse cowgirl etc, and it got me appreciating that part of my body, and I did become aware that it does look good for a woman of my shape and size.

Long story short, after almost half of year of this, one day he sends me a message that he is coming to my country on business (we both live in Europe - different countries), and that he will be in such and such hotel, room number ..., and gives me his telephone number, for me to call him, so we could go out for dinner and, who knows.

I decided not to go, not to call him, it was all fun, but one thing is a fantasy through the weil of some anonymity, and this would be something completely different.

I was fighting myself on this one, I wanted to go, but I was scared, really scared that I will ruin it, by meeting him. You have got to understand, this was a kind of a relationship for me, something I was looking forward, seeing him online.

He was staying there for three nights. On the second night, I called him at 1 a.m. My voice was... I was scared. Asked him if I can come over to his room.

An hour later, I was there, in leather pants (god, what was I thinking), and a bottle of wine. We started going at each other immediately, we were both so desperate. He ripped my blouse off of me, and went for my breast right away. I was on fire, ready to go, like I have had hours of fore play.

And as we started to undress, I remembered his fixation, so as he was laying on his back, I got on top of him, kissed him, then turned the other way. I have never had sex in this position, so I was a bit scared, but ready to go. He had a condom on... And he came after no more than 20 seconds.

My dissapointment was inmesurable. He did try to get me off, afterwards, but wasnt good at it, so I faked it. I excused myself, and lied to him that I will see him again tomorrow, and told him it was good, it was all I was hoping for.

Never saw him again, not in real life, nor online. But this awkward experience was an eye opener of sorts. What was I affraid of?

Two weeks later, I met a man of my age, also divorced, like me, and I am having the best sex of my life.

I think this whole experience helped me understand a few things about myself. And one thing is for sure, I lost years of my life, living of sexual scraps, from my husband, later on, from online erotica, but nothing beats the real thing, when it is done right.

I confess that I get off to anything that shocks me. Motherless helps with ita little but it's almost like an addiction, I need it and everything else seems too ordinary and plain.

In real life I'm fairly normal... except when the sudden urge to do something spontaneous and shocking takes over, and suddenly I'm seeing a prostitute, cumming in my female friend's shampoo in the washroom, finding videos of my parents fucking in their private collection and masturbating to it, or even getting sucked off at an adult bookstore while watching gay porn. None of it really appeals to me but the shock value that I'm doing it is intense. I once paid for humiliating dominatrix phone/cam sex because half the time my brain was getting off to the thought of "I can't believe I'm doing this" and "what the fuck am I doing?". I'm starting to think that I can't control this compulsion although another part of me doesn't want to.

I'm guessing I'm not the only one on Motherless who gets off to shocking things though. But I'm thinking I have a pretty bad case.

I am a major perv and an even major porn addict. I jerk off several times a day, even in public places. I have so much porn and I can't stop collecting it. All kinds. Of your an addict like me let's chat. Send me a message.

I want to get clean. I don't want to be perverted any more. I just want to get back to a normal sex life. I'm only 18, I don't want to get any worse.

I want to stop being interested in young stuff or incests or anything like that. Even shemale or gays or cross dressing or whatever.

I just want to be satisified fucking one girl and be happy with that. How can I stop being so perverted? It's like i'm a porn addict, but the issue is too taboo to discuss.

If someone a heroin addict, at least they can talk about it and get help. But, if you're addicted to sick stuff, there's no one you can tell without judging you, and there's no one you can talk to if your stuff is borderline illegal.

I've really got to stop this. I havn't DONE anything illegal yet, but I'm really worried because I've been tempted when I'm with my niece or even nephew. I've ignored these dark thoughts, but I can't deny that they are there.

I suppose it's exceptionally difficult for me, being a victim of molestation when I was little really did fuck up my head. But I just want to get normal?? How can I? I could never live with myself if I ruined someone life like mine was ruined.

I've also recently read a story of a friend of a friend who someone worked with got sent down for young download charges including rape and making porn. I don't want that to happen to me so I have to stop now.

It's just that I've always liked girls, ever since I was like 8 shortly after I got molested I've wanted to do things girl who's the same age, and that feeling has never gone away. Even if not to penetrate I just feel some sort of incomprehensible lust towards them which I wish would stop.

I just want to be normal! Please how can I stop? I know a perverted website isn't the best place to ask, but there must be someone out there that knows what to do.

Hello to all the porn addicts. What's that song that's running nowadays with "Oh my God" in the lyrics? Any help would be appreciated.

I confess, I'm a 21 y/o virgin, but nobody knows because I'm also a pathological liar and lie to avoid the embarrassment. I've had my dick sucked many times by my cousin, probably in the high double digits and I kinda sorta fucked her friend but not really. She was unattractive and I couldn't stay up. This 16 y/o Im talking to "tried" to suck my dick but she's no good at it and I didn't come. But porn has kind of kept me satisfied. Besides my addiction to it and it making me oversleep everyday to the point I get F's in class because I don't show up ... I'm pretty satisfied. Just jump btwn porn and facebook all night and eat. And the phone sex with this 27 y/o school teacher is cool too. She was molested as a child so sometimes I play big daddy and she plays baby girl, but I don't think she knows what I'm getting at when we do it.

I am a dirty old man. My wife knows this, she's come to terms with it. Sometimes even gets off because of it. At 50 years old, I've been to therapy because of low self-esteem and always trying to prove I'm a worthy fuck - even to complete strangers. Now I'm in a pretty complicated situation because of my sexual addiction. I've been on ML for a long time. Hell, I've even come close to fucking a couple of the women on here (that were probably catfishing me). Everyone wants pictures - like they're some kind of proof. She's sent me pictures, I actually took the one of her drinking wine.

Sometimes I have to travel out of the country for business, and my wife knows I fuck a few ladies that I've come to know in the last few years. Hell, I've even sent her pictures of them just to see how far I can push shit. My wife is pretty free to do what she wants, she's had other partners besides me - she usually prefers females rather than men but has had male partners in the past.

So I had to travel to Mexico for business about a month ago. The last time I was there I met this 23 year old thin Mexican girl, and I spoiled the shit out of her. Bought her some nice clothes, gave her some money, treated her like a queen. Money talks in Mexico, it's the key to a Latina's heart. Sure enough not even the second day I'm there she's fucking the shit out of me. We exchange info, and she tells me anytime I'm down in Mexico that I should contact her.

So when I went down there last month, we hooked up again. I took her out to eat, took her to a bar, bought her some clothes, and she ended up at my hotel room and of course we fucked.
She likes anal, so I was fucking the shit out of her asshole while she played with her pussy. I didn't have a condom on, I usually wear one with her but this time I just decided to go bareback - what man doesn't like the feel of his cock unwrapped?? Her asshole was nice and clean, and I felt like I was about to cum and pulled out. She backed her ass up and I put my cock in her nice warm pussy and she started grinding it, swiveling her hips. I grabbed her ass and pulled her closer and slid deeper inside. I busted a nut deep in her. She didn't seem to care. We fell asleep and fucked again in the morning, I came inside her again when she was riding me.
Yesterday she texted me that her period was late a week ago, she took a pregnancy test, and it was positive. She said it took her a while to think about telling me she was pregnant because she doesn't want to terminate it but she wants me to make sure her and the baby are taken care of. If I wasn't married, I'd marry her in a heartbeat - but she comes from a very strict Christian background and her parents will definitely be upset, perhaps even disown her.

My wife has actually talked to her on the phone a few times prior to this, and has seen her pictures.
I'm kind of afraid to tell my wife, because a part of me believes this could destroy my marriage.
My sexual addiction has really gotten me into trouble this time around. My wife will eventually find out. Part of me wants to move the woman into our house, but at 50 years old (wife is 47) it's going to be hard trying to help raise a baby. Part of me wants to 'lose' my cell phone and change the number - but I understand that's the 'fight or flight' response...

She's probably the most beautiful woman I've ever had sex with... I'm so conflicted and don't know what to do with this very sexy hot 23 year old Latina who is carrying my baby. Yeah, yeah - I know I'm posting this shit to a porn site - I just need some kind of outlet because right now I'm kind of getting a lot of anxiety and depression over it. I don't want to ruin her life either. I do have feelings for her, and I know she says she has feelings for me (probably more about the money lol). My wife is going to be very mad.

This is probably a stupid question but does anyone else here have what they’d call a porn addiction. I don’t even get off to it anymore, I just watch it for hours and hours.

My sister recently ended her marriage of 15 years and moved in with me and my wife. She came to stay with us until she got on her feet and brought home 4 different guys in the first few weeks she was with us. My wife was pretty cool about it and we are into a bit of mild link, so it wasn't an issue.
My wife works shifts as a nurse and one night while my wife was at work, my sister and me got talking about sex and she asked if I had any porn she could use when no-one else was home. I said I didn't, but showed her this site and we ended up watching a couple of things. Next thing we are asking each other if it's cool to wank in the same room and after going that far it was a pretty short hop to helping each other out and we ended up fucking. Next night my wife worked again and my sister and me went straight at it again, then she asked me if we could go dogging. I knew a place only 5 minutes drive away, so we went and I watched my sister blowing 4 different guys while I was fucking her. One of the guys fucked her too and she was just loving it all. So now we are addicted to the kink of us fucking and I have helped her get into her own place and pay part of her rent so we can fuck more freely and often. One downside is that my daughter wants to move out of her flat and move in with her aunt to save money and of course my wife thinks it's a great idea, so might soon be back to just fucking the wife. 😓

I'm a straight 30 year old guy who is 6'0" @ 180lb, lifts, has slept with over a dozen women, has a good job, car, house, etc. However, I have become addicted to porn as most of you have, and especially after viewing 10/10 instagram models, am obsessed with women. I have experimented with males before, but definitely prefer female ass/tits/legs. I have always been obsessed with transexuals, you know, the ones who are hotter than most actual females, but don't consider myself bisexual.

Point is, viewing all of these gorgeous women with estrogen flowing out from their tits and pussy, has screwed with my head. I may be just viewing, or jerking, but I always want to BE them. I even think "omg she is SO lucky". Sure, that's why hormone therapy and transexualism is on a sharp rise, but I will not participate, even if I do enjoy dressing up.

The photo is an example of what I wish I looked like. Any other guys feel the same?

I confess that I have a serious porn addiction that is rooted in effort to find my exgf of 3 years in a porn-vid. Not to be a total pussy, but she really fucked me up mentally and whatnot. We broke up 2 years ago this December. Shes a beautiful little asian art student attending class in New York last I heard...

Thanks, I just had to get that off my chest.

need to connect w other porn addicts who want to meet for smoke sessions and goon. age looks size dont matter. just ur kinks and turn ons, what porn u into?

I confess, I'm a 21 y/o virgin, but nobody knows because I'm also a pathological liar and lie to avoid the embarrassment. I've had my dick sucked many times by my cousin, probably in the high double digits and I kinda sorta fucked her friend but not really. She was unattractive and I couldn't stay up. This 16 y/o Im talking to "tried" to suck my dick but she's no good at it and I didn't come. But porn has kind of kept me satisfied. Besides my addiction to it and it making me oversleep everyday to the point I get F's in class because I don't show up ... I'm pretty satisfied. Just jump btwn porn and facebook all night and eat. And the phone sex with this 27 y/o school teacher is cool too. She was molested as a child so sometimes I play big daddy and she plays baby girl, but I don't think she knows what I'm getting at when we do it :)

Looking For Pervy Friend In MN

Hello, 35 bi male from Minnesota looking for a no limits pervy friend (guy or girl). Huge porn addict and very open minded. No limits. looking to meet on here, chat, trade porn and meet up for some fun. I am in the St. Paul area. If interested seed me a message and add me as a friend. Tell me what your into as well. Lets perv together!

Im so addicted to Cartoon Porn, Who else out there loves the stuff....

I confess I love showing my off my wife on here ...I love knowing what guys would do to her. Honestly I love her but I've become addicted to porn n can't fuck her ..Would u?

I confess that I hate responsibilities, work and everything else that does NOT involve me looking at porn. If I had it my way I would love to just sit at home and look at porn 24/7. I guess you can say that I have an addiction to it, but oh well. But real life calls on a daily basis so I can only enjoy myslef for a little while at a time.

I'm a white boy who has been on again off again addicted to interracial porn for nearly a year and I'm getting sick of it. Last summer while jacking off I started thinking about all the interracial porn ads I had seen for years and felt aroused. Although disgusted with the thought I didn't want to be confused so I decided to see if it got my rocks off. It happened slowly but I found myself addicted to seeing white women taking black dick. I eventually said I wasn't gonna jerk it to that trashy stuff no more and quit. This has happened about five or six times now. I want to quit cause I personally don't like it plus it has a strange effect on me. I'm incredibly horny everyday but control myself and masturbate for a reasonable amount of time and only once a day... That is when I'm not on interracial kick. When interracial porn is in my mind I Jack off during all my free time and cum like 3 or 4 times a day. I don't know what it is that makes IR porn so much more addictive but this shit is getting old.

We could be PC and pretend masturbating and internet porn don’t exist, but they do. And there is a very big problem with internet porn. Internet porn is a succubus whore from Hell intent on draining you of your vital seed, your testosterone, your energy, and your desire to succeed and conquer.

Or, to put it mildly, masturbating to internet porn does not do a body good. Internet porn is like a drug addiciton. The access to endless variety of porn causes you to constantly search for the “perfect” scene. This leads to massive overstimulation of the brain, the overstimulation causes a dopamine (dope) release into the brain (your fix). After you have an orgasm it’s like coming down off a drug. After all that excitement, that endless stimuli for the brain, your body just shuts off and you turn into a lazy piece of shit. How many time have you been about to do something, decided to just have a “quick one”, and by the end 30 minutes later had no motivation to do anything? I already know the answer: a lot.

Here are 10 reasons to stop masturbating to internet porn:

1) Internet porn saps you of precious energy – When you give up the porn and the endless masturbation sessions you have a lot more energy and drive. You want to get out and take care of business. You want to make money, you want to hit the weights, and you want to go and talk to that cute little blonde in the cereal aisle – and you just may have blueballs enough to do it.

2) Internet porn can lead to erectile dysfunction – Keep at it and eventually you will only be aroused by internet porn. Right now guys in their TWENTIES and even guys in their TEENS are having trouble getting hard without porn. They have to keep finding more and more disgusting and outrageous porn scenes to satisfy their hunger. Eventually nothing will do it but seeing a naked black man buttfucking a dog. That’s serious business. Keep up with the porn and it will happen to you too.

3) Internet porn will make you want to stop having sex – Why bother with sex when you have every fantasy in the world available at one of your hands? Japan is a notoriously porn friendly country. Japan is saturated with porn. In Japan there is an entire culture of young guys called “Herbivores”. These herbivores have no desire for sex. All this porn and now the guys don’t want girls, they want sex with their hand, or sex with robots or nothing at all. Japan now has the lowest birthrate in the world. Can you see the connection?

4) After you stop masturbating to internet porn your voice may become deeper – Straight from the horses mouth, this is what guys who have stopped masturbating are saying happens.

5) After you stop masturbating to internet porn you will have more self control and will power – I’m telling you from personal experience you just plain feel better and stronger and more masculine. It’s the opposite feeling after masturbating to internet porn.

6) After you stop masturbating to internet porn your Testosterone will rise – According to this article, Testosterone is slightly higher when abstaining from orgasm. And it does rise slightly during sexual activity—before dropping back down to normal. Having sex with a real life girl increases your testosterone while having sex with your hand and sitting in front of a computer with 5 different pages open decreases it. I don’t need a science article to tell me that, I know it to be true from experience.

7) After you stop masturbating to internet porn you will become calmer, more rational, and less anxious – Again, straight from the horses mouth. Check out the link below to see all the positive results guys are getting.

8) You will become more attractive to women – Let’s assess the situation. Who do you think women find more attractive? A) Guys who spend their time in the dark, jacking off to endless streams of porn, finish after about an hour, take a nap, finally make it out in the sunlight (or not) and can’t even look them in the eye. Or B) Guys who don’t spend their time playing with themselves for hours, are full of testosterone, not having spilled their precious seed twice that day, have a deeper voice, and have the ability to make eye contact.

Easy answer.

9) You can stop getting viruses on your computer- Viruses are a pain in the ass and can sometimes take days to deal with. Most computer viruses come from porn. Eliminate the source, eliminate the virus.

10) If you can’t believe me, then take the word of these gentlemen who beat their addiction to internet porn and reaped the benefits – There are 90 pages worth of positive results. I’ve only quoted from the first few pages:

“I really like where I’m at now. I am so much calmer. I am losing my rage and anger which I am glad about. I have found out that the temper I had was linked to this addiction.”
“Social anxiety was the problem I faced right from my childhood. (I was too much interested in science, unlike normal kids, so I always had a feeling that I was not “one of them.”) I experienced huge improvement in my confidence and selfassurance since cutting out porn. I have more energy now and I am exercising daily. (I never did before.) I now perceive myself as a self-assured, successful guy, rather than some introverted jerk.”
“Daily exercise and porn abstinence really seem to help. I am enjoying my new lifestyle now. In contrast, after I started watching porn, my social anxiety was boosted.”
“I’ve noticed the longer I stay away from porn that it’s easier to talk to them [women], flirt and get into conversations.”
“One week after quitting porn and masturbation I met a new girl, which even a month ago would have been unimaginable to me”.
“Another thing is the extra attention I’m getting from the opposite sex. I’ve never really had a problem talking to girls and they’ve spoke to me in the past of course, but it’s incredible how often girls start random conversations with me now! At a recent wedding I went to, for example, there were few people on the dance floor and I decided to get up and have a dance with my aunties. Then all of a sudden I was surrounded by women who were all grabbing me and wanting to dance with me! I’ll be honest; it felt good to have that attention!”
“It’s amazing how much of a difference there is. I’m a lot less nervous, more coherent, confident, everything. It really does feel like my real personality can come out.”
“The effect on my social life keeps getting better. I’m finding it really easy to talk to people, especially women. Someone made a comment to me the other day at my salsa class. Something like, “You like to talk to the ladies, don’t you?” I didn’t even notice because I was having so much fun but, when I think about it, he was right.”
“[Later] I started doing push-ups at work with some of the guys. When I started out I was at like 15 push-ups, and I was struggling. Well today is the first time I have been able to do them with these guys since I have gone 60 days with just a couple orgasm/ejaculations. They were shocked at how many push ups I could do. They all commented on not seeing anyone increase from where I was at about 2 months ago to what I am at now. Today I did 200 (not all at one time ). Maybe not superman but a big improvement in a couple months.”
“The other is the way I carry myself. I walk with more confidence. I feel better about myself. I do not feel like isolating myself as much as I did in the past. Well actually the longer I go without porn the more the desire to be with a woman is increasing.”
“[Later] Today is day 50 without porn. My body has healed very well. NO ED problems or weak ejaculations like I suffered from just a few months ago. So giving up porn and fantasy and going without orgasm (mostly) for just this period of time has made big steps in healing the damage I had done to myself. I also learned that I have gone far enough that I can recover my peace of mind a little more easily after an ejaculation.”
“When I do semen retention for 2 weeks, I notice these benefits: 1) Face looks radiant and energetic (I may get occasional double glances from girls in shopping mall or street) 2) Expression looks carefree (not struggling for more energy, or not worrying about negative stuff) More natural confidence without needing to adjust thoughts. 3) Voice gets deeper and more charming (This, strangely, makes both men and women like to talk with you.) 4) More positive thoughts (The negative thoughts that used to bother seem so minor and irrelevant – I can ‘get over’ issues easier.) 5) More calm emotionally and easier to control myself 6) Exponential increase of stamina and physical energy/strength.”

Sounds like the guys quoted above had other social problems in addition to porn addiction, but even for the Average Joe quitting porn and masturbation has real benefits. Keep your precious seed for yourself. Don’t give it away every few hours while taking the drug of internet porn. Let the confidence and the testosterone build up inside of you instead of spilling it every day. And when you do give it away, give it to a girl and not a kleenex. Winners don’t spend their time jacking off. Of this I am sure. Try it for 30 days and see for yourself. You may just like the results. I know I do.

I confess that I'm starting to develop a drug addiction. I suffered a knee injury and had surgery. Long story short, I was prescribed various narcotics before and after the surgery. It started out with one drug that (ironically) I did not use because I felt it would be too strong, I didn't have the time to be strung out and because I thought I wouldn't need them. My doctor would ask me about the drugs after every visit and I would lie by saying that they didn't do anything so he'd give me something stronger. This went on for a year so needless to say, I have tons of pills.
I started to use them because I was in pain but now I use them to get high. I justify using them because I am still in pain. I tell myself that I have the whole summer off of work and when is the next time I'm going to have the opportunity to spend all day getting high and looking at porn? It's becoming a problem because I almost get into car accidents, make clumsy mistakes and there's been a change in my personality. I blame it all on my injury but I know better. I guess I'll stop when I build tolerance to the drugs.

So many dickless moral cops running around on ML. Bitching and moaning about people who may or may not have posted illegal content - or god forbid tried to search illegal content.

Theres no need for your straight edge drama. Its a porn site not your fucking "#itsnotok" twitter account. Go back 5 or so years ago i could post a donkey ass fucking an amputee while some guy strangled puppies in the background and no one would have batted an eye. And ML was fucking awesome in its degenerate glory.

Now you're all a bunch of poser cunts looking down your sexless noses at people who aquired tastes outside your pedestrian perspectives on whats acceptable and whats not.

If you were born after 95 do not try and understand what i am talking about. You don't know what ML used to be like and you haven't been addicted long enough.

I confess, when I was 11 I had a neigbor girl same age.
I was just hanging around and stuff, playing Nintendo and what not.
One day, haven't seen her in like 1 month( that was a loong time at that age) she was calling me to come over.
So we talked "how areyou/ what are you doing" in her parents living room, when she said "Look what I found in my parents video collection" and started the VHS.
So we watched some sexploitation lousy porn flick and she was sitting next to me on the couch.
I was raised a christian "good boy" and was too shy to make a move, though she was already expecting something to happen....
I regret it to this day (17 years later) that I didnt make a move.
Last I heard she is now a drug addict, living with a drug addict and them having a baby.

Who’s addicted to porn?!?!? I know I am!! Cumming on here everyday 

I confess that my parents used to ground me and get all pissed because I was addicted to kiddy porn when I was in my early teens. wtf is thhat about. how is it bad if ur in that agegroup. not my thing nowadays but it seems thats the only subject around here anymore

HISTORY OF PORN

Much of the short film clips seen here on Motherless are reminiscent of the Old Projection machine known as the Nickelodeon. Much of the fact that it was used for Porn has been covered up today.

It started by projecting "flipping" stereographic cards as you crank the arm of the machine, after depositing a nickel. As tech developed, a motion picture film loop was later added known as the Kinetoscope.

During the time, they even sung a song about it's use and "addiction" (even though it was hidden in the lyric's intent. The song "Music, Music, Music" sung of how "all I ever want to hear is Music-Music-Music" after putting in "another nickel". There is no known instance of "Nickelodeon" being used - as in the song - to imply a jukebox-like device. So the JOY expressed in the song was for what was SEEN within it. As such, even the Song about it later: Some radio stations refused to play the record because of the thought that the lyric "I'd do anything for you/Anything you'd want me to" might be construed as indecent. However, at the time - before the popularity of the song - "Nickelodeon" in fact referred to a five-cent silent movie theater

The meaning of the word (Nickelodeon) has been muddied ever since. In fact, when it was current in the early 20th century, it was used only to refer to a small five-cent theater and not to any coin-in-the-slot machine, including amusement arcade motion picture viewers such as the Kinetoscope and Mutoscope.

Much of the actual history of porn being shown around the world is being forgotten. Actual machines and stereo cards go into private collections. While Hollywood works to maintain and restore old films, original "Blue movies" dry up and rarely get made into digital.

I write this to hopefully inspire that the segment of that history not be allowed to go Extinct.

It started when I wanted to see my ex gf fucked by a black guy. It turned into and addiction of porn leading me to beg her to let her bull black breed her to at some point me just dressing up and letting her bull breed me. I've never been the same since, I'm glad she left so I can forgive be pussy free. I've confused my love to my bbc bull and he owns my key and I will forever be his slave to use as he pleases.

I confess...I have stolen panties from quite a bit of my young female friends...and a cousin. Nearly all of them are in their early twenties, the oldest being 27. All of them are HOT! I am 50 years old, have gained 80 lbs this past year, and I am addicted to porn. My penis is barely 4 inches long. My last girlfriend cheated on me so many times. She says it's because I have a baby dick, useless to a woman, and that I should be wearing panties like a sissy.

Most everyday, I wear lace things underneath a pair of outdated walking shorts. All of my shorts have a large hole in the crotch area which exposes the panties i am wearing every time I sit or kneel Whenever one of my female friends come over, I put on a panty that I stole from that person and wear it while hanging out with her. During the entire time Im dripping precum like crazy all in that panty. Several girls have seen my tiny, panty covered dick and i have caught them suppressing laughter and smiling. I want to talk to them about wearing panties and show them my pathetic dick...but I dont know how Id even start.

I have a thing for my best friends little sister who just turned 24. 5-1 ex ballet student who has a cute face a innocent smile and the personality of someone who you would think takes care of children or old people for a living. A real sweet girl....

So why do i want to be inside her so badly, why does that innocence make me so hard? I have known her all her life but not until 6 years ago did i truly think about her bent over my work desk with a handful of her hair in my grasp. Pumping to her Facebook pictures 6 years ago and now i am pumping to her TikTok and Instagram account like a loser, a addict & a pumping porn piggy all for her.

The fantasies in my head are getting more extreme and meeting her in person is hard to do when she is nothing but a tight body on screen to you. I met her often in the beginning which started getting me addicted to her walking round in tight shorts and skirts. She had a ballet girls body! I started going round to my friends house less as seeing her was making me so hard i couldn't even talk to her, all i thought of was her over that work table.

I have jerked off to her everyday & everywhere including in the back of a taxi at night, sat right behind the driver and pumped under my pants to her pictures. In the same room as my best friend when we slept on the floor at a party hammered on Jager shots. My mind went Nnnnggghhh for her.

This weekend gone i saw her again at my friends birthday he had it over at his parents house, a whole year not seeing her and the sooner it got to the 18th May 2024 the more i was pumping to her the anticipation of meeting her was making me drool, literally i was drooling to her body.

I wanted to make it special so i bought a hidden camera on a key chain for one purpose get close ups of her tight and perky ass. Her ass was perfect ever since she was a teenager as she did flexible ballet moves everyday it just got bigger and my cock got harder. I went there and i took about 3 videos and 50 pictures of her whole body close up including her face and she had no idea i was doing it. I then went into the toilet 10 meters away and pumped to her for 10 minutes. I came twice and here i am again looking at her pictures about to goon to the slut for 2 hours straight!!!

I decided to try meth and now I'm addicted. I'm a methed up faggot sissy suck fuck slut. I don't really mind though. When I'm spun I enjoy sex so much more even though it renders my penis useless. I feel like a new creature created by the fumes of my newfound muse. It's made my holes capable of satisfaction by being used by aggressive horny men. It's made me crave cum and degradation as if I need it to survive. To be the filthiest extreme porn star ever. I fantasize about moving in with a man and being his slave. Shelter, atiny bit of food, water, and only enough Tina to keep my mind on the proper path. 

i want live i don't want to watch porn again it is killing you and me we are killing our self i know our lust make us feel that there is something missing or there is a A lack of personalities but yes we are humans we will always feel that wanking is an addiction and addiction is a disease which is destroying our life ... let it and do not come back to this sites .. do a one good thing in your life to your self , your parents or your friends be strong and beat your flesh desire for ever . maybe i say that because i just masturbated yesterday :) but i know that this is my desire goodbye and i hope i don't come again like every time :)

I guess I might be sick. I'm addicted to posting myself on porn websites, and then masturbate while watching humiliating comments

I am totally addicted to porn. Its my life. I want to see new whores getting fucked and cummed every minute. The more degrading and humiliating, the better. Fuck them without condom, let them swallow until they puke and publish all in detail here!

Dear Motherless,
I confess, my porn watching habit has finally made me act on my impulses.. Tonight, as I was walking into Walmart (classy), this voluptuous latina and her friend stopped me and asked me for money. They made up some story about her husband leaving her and she was trying to get to Houston (good luck with that shit). So normally i would say fuck that btch, but I was in a nice mood (not to mention horny af) and I gave her the only two dollars I had on me. After talking for one minute more, I told her I had more money I could give her. "But you know what I want, right?" I asked her. She looked at me and we made eye contact. Of course she knows what I want. So we head back to my car and I drive us just a block away in a dark parking lot near some apartments. (Well first her friend wanted to say that it must be God that led us to cross paths and I was such a nice guy. They always say that. the mexican's friend also said, 'You're not like Jeffrey Dahmer, are you?' LOL) Anyways, long story short I pull my dick out and slap her ass and cum in her mouth.
Do you want the video? Because I have it. and its not a bad vid haha!
afterwards I dropped her back off at wally world. cost me $20. honestly i could have given her ten but fuck it. She was a nice enough latina. (Pro trump too haha i found out when driving her back)
She was a xanax addict but other than that seemed pretty clean.... my dick should be ok (thumbs up ;p)

Thats my confession! Anyone want the video?!? I slapped her ass, fucked her mouth, and came in her throat. The audio is pretty hilarious too! :)
(the vid will be posted whether you like it or not) Thanks Motherless :)

What do you guys think about porn addiction?

I've gotten really addicted again thanks to all the alone time of quarantine. I masturbate frequently and long, and I think about porn constantly. My dick gets really worn out but I keep looking and jerking off anyway.

Should I change or just keep at it?

I confess I’m addicted to xxx hardcore porn. Every chance I get if wife isn’t around I get her massager/ vibrator out and put it on my cock while watching xxx nasty fucking porn! Feels so gooooood I couldn’t stop even if I tried. I fucking stay horny. I’ll cum like 6 or 7 times sometimes before she gets back then fuck the shit outta her. I love being addicted to this nasty shit mmmmmmmmm!

i can only get off to extreme porn, this happened over yrs of hardcore porn addiction, ive tried every genre of legal porn possible, only one kind of porn left but i dont kno where to find any? not asking for direct links but any help to somewhere i can start looking?

I confess I’m so addicted to porn. Soon as my wife leaves I lock the door get on bed with laptop computer, lube up cock and watch porn! I make myself cum over and over all day long

Kinda weird but hot as hell too! My wife just admitted she’s addicted as fuck to watching porn as she’s using her vibration fuck toy. Does it over and over constantly while I’m at work. I gotta admit it made me horny as fuck!!! After hearing that I fucked her pussy raw! Here she is

I’m a woman who loves porn and masturbation more than anything else. I watch it in the morning, at work, before bed, and I recently ended a relationship with a real life partner so I could focus on my constant self abuse. If I stay the night with a friend, I’m edging all night after they go to bed. I fucking love my porn addiction and I choose it over everything else! 

So, a little background about me. I’m a 34-year-old girl from Belfast in Northern Ireland. I travel across Europe with work often and have been exploring its various sex clubs, swingers parties, and porn cinemas for the past seven years. I’m a full-blown porn and sex addict and have a massive kink for cum. It’s this kink that starts this story.

A couple of years back, I was working in one of my favorite cities: Berlin. Home to a massive sex scene, I adore it there and have built up a close circle of friends from Berlin's local fetish scenes. One of whom, who we’ll just call Monica, is my best friend. Like me, she’s proud to call herself a whore.

In her early 40s, Monica has certainly been around the adult industry circuit. She has been like a mentor to me and taught me a lot of lessons in the kink scene of Germany and beyond. Whilst we both consider ourselves mostly straight, we’ve had casual sex with each other a number of times.

I was supposed to be based in Berlin for two months, I and Monica had a tonne of plans to pack in as much debauchery as possible. Two days in, whilst merrily walking to the Metro after a late-night BDSM party, I tripped and broke my ankle on the curb. Classic… After a trip to the hospital, I was now looking at 6-weeks of recovery and the joys of working from my apartment.

Needless to say, I was pretty down. All my plans had gone out of the window and I wasn’t looking forward to wasting two months in my favourite city when I could be sampling all of the sexual delights Berlin had to offer. Luckily, I had my best friend by my side. Rather than go to the clubs without me, she would come to my place most nights, cook with me, and we would relax with a few glasses of wine.

She would sometimes tease me about her regular sex with her many fuck buddies. But as the weekend approached, it wasn’t just me who was craving some debauchery. She knew I was down, and wanted to do something to cheer me up and get some pleasure out of it herself.

On a Friday night, Monica was coming over for some drinks but she was an hour late, which she knows I can’t stand. But her texts reassured me it would be worth it. When she arrived at the door, she had a sordid look in her eye that I know only too well. She’d been drinking and smelled like sex. She kissed me whilst coming through the door before leading me to the bedroom.

On the bed, she stripped off and spread her legs telling me her fuck buddy had left me a present. Taking off her panties, I saw her freshly fucked pussy leaking with white cum. I needed no instruction and slowly got between her legs and cleaned her up. It was heavenly and intensely erotic. I started playing with my clit and savouring the cum, having multiple orgasms with my nose pressed against my friend's clit.

In the weeks that followed, we ended up arranging dates to repeat it. She would often goad a couple of loads from her fuck buddies to give me a better cum reward. We thought about inviting him for some female cuckold play, but decided to keep it between us girls. Plus my ankle and crutches didn’t boost my sex appeal.

One of the most erotic things about it was not having a clue whose cum I was eating. It was all consensual, of course, and her fuck buddies knew about her dirty antics. Just imagining them masturbating at the thought of a random girl eating the sloppy mess they pumped into their fuck buddy Monica turned me on immensely.

Thankfully, my ankle healed fine and I was able to get back into the fetish scenes of the city on my next visits. A crappy time, but the silver lining was some seriously erotic memories between me and my friend.

are yall porn addicts or what?
Everyone said the average dick is 7 inches.

Don't know what they been smoking

I am totally horny and fully addicted to going in public as fetish bizarr toilet porn gangbang party whore for cash ....fuck me deep and dirty....Hottest Regards

What's the sickest/most depraved thing that you have masturbated to?
Something that after you came, made you think "what the hell am I doing, what was I thinking?"

I confess I have masturbated to the thought of my sister getting violently raped by a bunch of strangers. I don't see her sexually, but I think with my porn addiction and after having seen everything the internet has to offer, my mind seeks sicker and sicker stuff in order for me to get aroused.

I always cum like an animal when I have these thoughts, and it always makes me feel like shit for hours later, not to mention I can't look anyone in my family in the eyes for hours.

Are you happy? You have total anonymity -- you may as well be honest.

Do you wish you'd never gotten caught up in this whole, addictive, porn thing? Do you think you'd probably be better off if you could close this page and never revisit Motherless again? Would your life be better? Has this site made you a shitty person?

Are you happy?

How bout them youngsters and there porn addiction...

http://dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2131799/Children-grow-addicted-online-porn-sites-Third-10-year-olds-seen-explicit-images.html

I think im a victim to porn. Its like my everyday life style now. Its a lot tough to get rid of. But im going to fight though the addiction.
Ps- This shit just got real serious!

I confess I am addicted to the dirtiest porn I can find. I love seeing two cocks stretching out a girls ass. I love seeing it go inside out. I love seeing a girl take loads of piss all over her, and in her ass as well. I love pornstars and amateurs telling stories about fucking or wanting to fuck their family.

I'd love to experience all these things and then some.
I'd love to meet like minded people who feel the same.

Every night I tell myself I am not going to look at porn and jack off but, every night I do. I guess I must be addicted?

I Must Confess..
So...I am a true card carrying sex addict. 12 steps and all. And except for porn, I've been sober for going on 5 years. for those who don't know that means I've only fucked my wife and no one else. Things have been rough lately and I haven't gone to a meeting or talked with anyone in a while and... well I started doing things I shouldn't. One thing led to another and today I met with this married slut in the picture. And let me tell you she has a great body. I didn't end up fucking her. Just played with her and got a bj. but I've got plans to go pick up where we left off. Only stopped today due to a time crunch. Now i'm twisted up about it. It felt really good and her tits and ass felt amazing. Not to mention those lips on my hard cock. It was in public too. I told my self if we met up in public I could keep it just a "fantasy" and not let things go to far. But I was kidding myself. One of my issues is enjoying public really. And she is submissive,wouldn't say no. So before I could stop myself I was forcing her head on my dick. even smiled at a nice older gentleman walking by the car and gave him a good flash of her tit.

So here is where I am... I loved it as it happened of course. but I feel guilty and know I have a problem. Do I,,,Can I,,, make myself stop and not see her again?

I confess i am addicted to wifes magic wand vibrator. I use it for hours everyday. me and her have different work schedules so one of us is off work and the other one going to work. soon as she leaves i get her wand vibrator look at porn and use that thing on my cock. it just feels good and i cant resist it. i can start using vbrator at 7 in the morning and use it until 5 in the evening without getting off the bed one time. i will rub it on my cock and shoot a load of cum on my belly over and over all day. im using it right now.

deeply depressed 26 year old male virgin with social anxiety. because of my social anxiety which i've had my entire life i've never been able to make any friends. i'm a average looking guy, not fat. I am not religious, and I don't want my first time to be with a hooker though I've considered it. Anyone else my age or older still are virgin and depressed about it. Is life worth living? Only posting here because I'm addicted to porn and on here a lot.

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http://www.wihood.com/V7DC8064

Anyone ever hear of a drunk fetish? I have this weird fetish/ritual that I have been into for about 3 years now. It started when I noticed that I was getting very turned on watching girls gone wild videos. It's so hot to watch hot college girls where they are obviously drunk flashing, masturbating, and eating each other out. I starting finding other porn where these russian girls were getting drunk in front of the camera then fucking guys. They were really drunk because they were passing out and sometimes puking. Anyway this got me wanting to try getting drunk myself while masturbating. Before this I got drunk socially only like twice a year. Now, I do it every weekend. I start out by picking out about 2 hours worth of porn from my collection that I want to watch for the night. Then I start masturbating while taking shots of liquor. When I get close to cumming I stop and let myself calm down for a minute or two then start again. I do this while watching porn nonstop for about 2 hours while taking shots like every 5 to 10 minutes until i'm drunk then I climax. Best fucking orgasms of my life. Now I know it's hard to get an erection and actually fuck someone while drunk, but you can still cum if you are masturbating. I don't know why I love this so much but I can't stop. Every friday night I do this. When the alcohol first kicks in while you are horned up watching porn, it feel so good. When I'm totally fucked up I simply finish off watching porn or sometimes I call phone sex lines. This is fun while drunk. Anyway, just wondering if anyone else has ever done anything like this. It might sound weird, but it can't be weirder then some things I've seen on here like people eating shit. This probably classifies me as an alcoholic or better defined a binge drinker, but fuck it. It also shows I have nothing to do on friday nights, but who cares. I slowly I got addicted to doing this over years. At first I only did it like twice a month but it didn't take too long to go to doing it every weekend. Looking forward to doing this gets me through my miserable work week.