Hey just need to get this off my chest it’s completely true 
been married to my wife for 15 years but 2 years ago we divorced now my wife had a old sister now 43 called Rachel she’s married with 2 kid and from the day I met her I wanted to fuck her so much throughout the 15 years married to my wife I’ve seen glimpses of her panties from upskirt veiws heard her say naughty words and all that added to my sexual fantasy about her. I then started cumin in her food and drink searching her bedroom and dirty laundry for her panties to sniff while I wank my cock I’ve found her vibrator and sniffed and licked it clean also I’ve shot my load over it. I’ve wanked my cock so hard thinking about her for so many years but since the divorce I’ve not been thinking of her as much as normal. Then last week I was out with a friend for a few drinks and I saw her in the bar with one of her friends I walked over to her and said hi I’d not seen her since my divorce, she looked great she was really drunk and said come sit with us so we did. After about ten minutes we all loosened up and her friend just came out and said did you know Rachel has said for years she has masturbated thinking about you, Rachel looked so embarrassed but I put my hand on her leg and said to her friend I bet she doesn’t know I’ve been wanking my cock thinking about what I’d do to her since I met her and even said when I was was fucking her sister I imagine I was fucking Rachel. 
that was it Rachel stood up grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the ladies toilets she pushed me into the cubicle shut the door she dropped to her knees and looked up at me and said I’ve waited so long to have your cock inside my mouth. The unbuttoned me pulled out my cock and that was it she took it all in her mouth I’ve never never felt pleasure like it she sucked me so deep I couldn’t hold on and I she was only sucking me for I’d say 3 minutes and I started pumping the biggest load I’ve ever had into her gorgeous mouth she kept wanking my cock into her mouth till i had given everything I had she pulled away and looked at me showing me her mouthful of my cum and swallowed it all in 1 gulp licked her lips and said to thank you so much. We went back to our drinks and enjoyed the rest of the night. There is a part 2 to this story which ended at her friends house let me know if you want to hear it.😜

i am 21 yo, i have a gf with 20 yo, im dating her almost 1 year, i leave only with my mom, she have 46 yo.
I have a normal relation with my gf, and the sex is completly normal, except that we allways use condom and she never get me put in her ass.
My mom is not good looking, and her body is not so good. I never have intentions about my mom, but it all changes one day when she fell down from a chair
, she beats with her head on the floor and almost got unconscious, she was using a short dress, and when i grab her from the floor to put her in her bed
, i look at the mirror and saw her upskirt, her legs tight short white panties and a hairy pussy lip aside. I didnt get hard in that time,
but after 2 days i start thinking on that, the volume of her pussy inside her panties was insane, how big and how it looks? that week
she have to take alot of medication, and she starts sleeping more time than normal. My chances coming when she sleeps, so i will resume what hapens. .
1- she was sleeping on her side, i was on her back, pull her nightgow up, move her panties Dawn, till half of her asscrack was visible,
i was so excited and dripping precum, i move the head of my cock against her ass crack and her sof skin feels so good that a few rubs and i have to cum.
2- she was sleeping again on her side, and i do the same thing, but this time i pull her panties full down,
and push the head of my cock directly on her pussy, i move back and forth along her pussy lips, bcause my precum are so much they get so wet,
after maybe 10 sec i pull out and cum. No penetration.
3- she was in her side, i mover her panties aside just in the spot of her hairy anus, i force my cock in her ass,
because of my amount of precum it was easy to enter the head, the feeling was insane, i push forth and back slowly,
and my orgasm came so quickly that i think the first shot was inside. i pull out and came.

Questions.
My mom pussy looks so big comparing to my gf, my mom have a hairy pussy, with dark Brown lips, her lips are so fat and puffy
tighting against each other. my gf have a shave pussy with thin lips, and the inner lips are long.
1-When i make sex with my gf i do it for 30 min long, and with my mom without penetration i last around 10 sec or two or three thrusts... why?
2-There are other times that rub my dick on her pussy but not so intense like i mension on the (2). i allways left her pussy
with alot of precum. can she get pregnant?

I touch her maybe for a month, most of times when she sleeps on her back, i masturbate just looking her pussy, or touching with my fingers,
she looks so tight when i finger her, looks more tight than my gf, my mom never meet a boyfriend since my father, it goes about 15 years back.
I even discuss with my gf that i want to fuck without condom, but she never let me, maybe thats why i didnt take long with mom, skin with skin feels so good,
and her pussy is so beautifull.

i need help and not you to judge me, because i know what i did, just pass two months and my mom stop her medication,
now i cant do it anymore, but what i did are so fresh in my memories, sometimes i have a hard on all day, and alot of precum on my boxers.
I cant stop thinking on her, im obcessed and blind with penetrate her ass again. im affraid i cant do some disgrace,
even one night i try it again when she sleeps but the best i can do was lift her night dress and see her white panties, a big mound,
and her vaginal lips tight against her panties making visible her slit. when i was able to unfree my foreskin she moves, and i run to my bedroom,
and get so affraid that till today i didnt do it again.

Please advice???
anyone similiar cases?
thanks