Several years ago I had a toxic gf who introduced me to the world of paying for sex after we paid to have a girl rub me off in a massage parlour while we were getting massaged beside each other. After that relationship I spiralled from hand jobs into full on sex with random girls online as well as escorts etc. I had some incredible sex and loved the variety of women I got to see and fuck. I got into such a rut of meeting escorts and masseuses that when I met my now wife I carried on fucking others behind her back, even after we got engaged. Me and her would talk such filth (long distance) that I was horny 24/7 so it made me hornier and go fuck girls more. We then got married months later and unfortunately, one small miss on my part meant she discovered my secret life on my phone 3 days after we got married. She even spoke to oke of the prossies. Despite this, she stayed with me, not sure why or how. I tried counselling and other things but I couldn't get enough of the variety and spontaneity of seeing and touching various girls. I denied myself sex with more but continued with happy ending and body to body massages even after marriage. One day I went for what I thought was a massage and ended up fucking the masseuse as she got horny after seeing how "handsome" I was. Ended up fucking my wife only 2 hours later. I felt like such a cunt but the joy of multiple women still plays on my mind too much. I still meet random girls but not for sex, maybe a hj or bj at most but still go for happy ending massages. Do I need help? I'm a real perv. I would fuck my wife's sisters at the drop of a hat if I could but she knows I'm a horny pervert and doesn't like me talking to them. I also don't want to ruin the marriage because she is a really a good girl. Am I a real cunt? Any advice or thoughts?

So my wife and I have recently started role playing in the bed. She proposed the first fantasy scenario of her getting fucked by her masseuse. Then, it was her getting fucked by the Amazon delivery driver. They have all been fun and great but I realized in all her scenarios, she’s herself getting fucked by other men. Now I’m thinking she wants other dick and might jump on that opportunity given the chance in real life. Should I stop with these role playing or keep it going to see how it plays out?

I told my masseus that I wanted my dick waxing but thought the hairs were too short - just so i could ask her to look at my dick. she had a real close look... I loved it

While on vacation recently, I scheduled a couples massage for my wife and I, which is something I typically do. We both enjoy it, though I would rather have one separate only so I have a chance to get extra from the masseuse.

This was a nice resort, we checked in, paid, undressed in the locker room, and were led to the room with two tables. We were led by the receptionist, so we did not meet the people giving the massages. Just told to disrobe, lie face down, and cover with the towels.

I heard the door open and felt the hands on me. The massage was good, but standard at first. Then, as the hands went from my shoulders to my waist, they kept getting lower on my ass. I'm all for that, so I raised my hips a bit letting the person know I'm up for it. The masseuse went shoulder to ass, lower each time, a few more times, then went to my arm.

I am assuming a woman at this time because the hands were soft and sensual. She went down my arms and to my hands and fingers. I cupped inward to hers as she rubbed my hands, fully intertwining our fingers. I could tell she was into it, and I could feel some passion as she rubbed my arms.

Now to my right leg. She went inside my leg twice, stopping where they typically would, but the third time I felt her finger touch my balls. My dick was mostly hard now, so I lifted my hips and pushed my cock pointed down my leg. Her next time up she fully grabbed my cock, rubbing it a few times before going back down. I lifted my head, looked over, and the other masseuse was still working on my wife, right there, same room! My masseuse went up and down the same leg each time, every other time grabbing my cock again. She then moved to the other leg and started the same after I lifted my hips and adjusted so she could reach it better.

She told me it was time to roll over. Here, they typically lift the sheet up high and turn their heads while we roll over. She kept it low and was looking right at my cock. I also got a good look, and I think she was trans. Face features were masculine, but she had good makeup on and feminine hair. I figured fuck it and did not think twice. When she lied the sheet back down on me, she grabbed my cock through the sheet and smiled.

The other masseuse was not positioned well for her to keep touching me, but she did when she could, and I grabbed her ass a few times. Tried to go inside her leg to see if there was a cock on her, but did not get a full feel. She kept rubbing my chest, leaning far over me, just she of my being able to feel tits on my face. Could be because they were not real, but again, I don't really care. Never got a full hand job and cum, but having her grab me with my wife lying there was exciting.

After, I handed her a tip and thanked her for a wonderful time. She smiled at me and said she had fun too. I tried to go back for an individual massage, but the wife had other plans.

Fuck that was fun! Hottest massage ever!!