I'm a 21 year old guy and tonight I'm going to suck my first cock! I've been masturbating to gay porn for a while and I met a guy online who is willing to swap head. I hope I love it cuz I feel like I'd be a great slut. I might even ask him to top me if I'm lucky! I'll let you all know how it goes and maybe even get pics

I confess that over the summer I was on a double date with my buddy and his chick at the movies and we saw Paranormal Activity 3 I believe. We came back to his house and smoked a shitload of weed and got totally baked. It got late and both our girlfriends drove home. We were surfing around on the internet together and he eventually went to a porn site and browsed the genres. He got to some gay shit like he was trying to push it on me, which made me kinda horny. And so I wanted to conceal my arousal so I told him I was gonna go to bed in his guestroom so I could masturbate. Maybe 5 to 10 minutes later he knocks on the door and I tell him to come in. He mentions to me that he's gonna go to college after the summer is over and he's never done anything with a guy before and he kinda wants to try it before he goes away. I play it cool but on the inside I was so totally nervous and excited because I've always wanted to fuck around with him. I go to his room and we take off our pants. We grab each others' cocks and he goes down on me, but he does it kind of awkwardly and made it a little strange so I ask if it's ok if we stopped, because I was starting to feel weird about the whole situation. Embarrassed, he says that's fine and I go back to my room. A few minutes later I had a change of heart. I walked back into his room and without saying anything take his cock out and start sucking his dick like a fiend. I was so horny by that point and the feeling of his dick in my mouth turned me on so much like nothing that has ever happened before. Within minutes, he starts moaning loudly saying that he's gonna cum so I start sucking harder and faster while rubbing his balls. And he shoots a hot load of cum into my mouth and I swallowed it all. We smiled awkwardly after it was over and I headed back to my room to masturbate to what just happened. We have never said anything about it to each other or to our girlfriends since. But there is always an air of sexual tension whenever we hang out. And I get hard whenever I think about his thick cock in my mouth. Just wanted to get that off my chest.

i caught my friend masturbating looking at pictures on his comp, im not gay, but the pictures he was looking at and the thought of him liking that stuff too made me so hard. i thinks i did not see the screen, should i tell him i saw the screen and that i want to wank with him to those beutiful girls?

I confess that I get off to anything that shocks me. Motherless helps with ita little but it's almost like an addiction, I need it and everything else seems too ordinary and plain.

In real life I'm fairly normal... except when the sudden urge to do something spontaneous and shocking takes over, and suddenly I'm seeing a prostitute, cumming in my female friend's shampoo in the washroom, finding videos of my parents fucking in their private collection and masturbating to it, or even getting sucked off at an adult bookstore while watching gay porn. None of it really appeals to me but the shock value that I'm doing it is intense. I once paid for humiliating dominatrix phone/cam sex because half the time my brain was getting off to the thought of "I can't believe I'm doing this" and "what the fuck am I doing?". I'm starting to think that I can't control this compulsion although another part of me doesn't want to.

I'm guessing I'm not the only one on Motherless who gets off to shocking things though. But I'm thinking I have a pretty bad case.

took 120mg of adderall xr and masturbated for nearly twelve hours. i thought i was straight until after about the 8th hour my friend (who's gay) showed up i told him what i had going on....he offered to help me out. never done anything gay/bi until today and i skipped every levell and ended up letting him cum in my mouth....and enjoyed it! now i have someone to swap oral with! strangely wonderful!

I cannot deny her. All she said to me upon coming home from work was “ASHTRAY NOW! ” in an affirmative tone. Yes GODDESS, I responded. I hurriedly took to the bedroom, stripped and started filling my condom with cigarette butts separated from the filters, and ashes. Then I bent over and spread my ass to open my hole. There were 5 half smoked cigarettes on a plate. I knew what they were for. She loves shoving them in my ass! The menthol burns, as she pours the glass full of her piss after I place myself on the bed. The cigarettes in my ass soak up her piss and immediately react with the menthol making my hole burn and throb. With my condom encasing my little dick and balls she tells me “only gay porn, and today it will be gay scat porn only” she starts to exit the bedroom and turns and says let’s have a smoke first. She uses my mouth as her ashtray and rubs ashes from a container she saves for these occasions into my tits and body as she smokes. I’m already leaking precum in my ashtray filled condom and she tugs it and brings the tobacco into my little dick. She finishes her cigarette and says I’ve got three hours to edge. “Hold the cigarettes in your sissy ass for as long as you can” and “I expect you to stroke the whole time”. “I’ll be back when I want another smoke sissy” she exits the bedroom and I start stroking the dry tobacco and butts in my condom fringing my sissy dick raw. After pissing the menthol tobacco really starts to burn! It’s uncomfortable and humiliating as well as degrading but when she tells me she gets off on humiliating me and she sits out on the couch getting herself off I cannot resist being her sissy faggot ashtray. She never wants to fuck, she gets off degrading me. It’s really a special occasion if she masturbates in front of me as she flicks her ashes in my mouth or puts her cigarettes out on my dick (she cums so hard as she tamps out her cigarette on my little sissy dick). I just confess I cannot deny her her power and control that gets her off. I wonder every day what could be next for me. 

I confess that last night after my girlfriend went to bed, I began jerking to some porn to relieve some much needed tension. When I masturbate I get tons of exotic ideas in my head such as woman on woman, man on man, man on trans and I get tons of fetishes like swallowing huge loads, cream pies, or gang bangs.

This kinda night I was feeling a little 'gay' to be blunt. I was strolling through CL trying to pick up a guy for a quick car blowing, but it was 4AM and I wasn't getting any biters. I never done anything homoerotic before, but was always curious to see what it was like. Without any luck, I came across a porn section called CEI. The girls in the videos looked cute, but I didn't like the humiliation scenes. I finally found a vid where a girl was talking about CEI and wasn't in a demanding or degrading manner. I laid down in front of my couch, lifted my legs up so my feet were passed my head. Sitting there stroking all 7" of my manhood and wanting the little swimmers to spray all over my face. Right before I came, I had a naughty thought pass through my head and said fuck it!! I opened my mouth wide as my dick was only an inch away from my eager tongue. I stroked to the video and when she told me to cum, I did. All in my mouth and on the front of my chin, down to my neck and upper chest. It was more liquid than cream, and without hesitation took a big gulp of the half-shot of warm seed in my mouth. I have been eating a lot of fruit and have been on a healthy diet the past month. To my surprise it tasted sweet. I used my hands to grab what was left on my chin, went to clean up, and laid there in bed with my girlfriend. Maybe tonight I will get her to swallow and we can share?

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I've just turned 50 and with that age bracket - there comes problems, the main ones being an enlarged prostate and erectile disfunction. I've got some Cialis and sometimes I wonder if a lot of the ED isn't psychological. My wife and I have been in an open marriage for a few years, she's bisexual and I love the fringe benefits of it. One night she went to a bar and brought back a very attractive female, who was about 45 years old (same age as my wife).
They were both tipsy, and my wife introduced me to Jessie, raven haired, medium sized tits and a nice tight body. They sat down on the couch and invited me over. Small chit chat ensued. My wife poured her some wine, and she drank some too - I refused because I knew that just in case I was going to get lucky, drinking wine would screw with my ED. I stepped away for a minute and went into the bedroom and took a Cialis, got a drink of water and chugged it. I went back into the living room where they were sitting and they were making out. Jessie noticed me, and stopped kissing my wife.
"Oh, I'm sorry I thought you were going into the other room to give us privacy..."
My heart sunk, looks like I wasn't going to be sticking my dick into Jessie tonight.
"My bad," I said, looking down - defeated.
My wife saw that I was a bit hurt and explained, "Jessie is a lesbian, she isn't into men... she doesn't mean any disrespect..."
I should really give them their privacy, I thought...
"Ok, cool - I'm going out."
So I got in my car and drove around, no destination - but then I thought about it, I just took a Cialis. Pretty soon my cock would be begging for some wet hole to fuck. I guess I could get sloppy seconds once my wife is done with Jessie... but that could be a while, so I decided to go to an adult bookstore a few miles from my house. Weird shit popped into my mind, "Maybe there's a hot chick I could fuck in a glory hole, I've never done that... or maybe I can get an escort or hooker..."
All kinds of shit was going through my mind. This bookstore is a 24 hour store, so I went in and it was busy as fuck. All I wanted to do was ask the guy behind the counter where to find a lady of the evening, but too many people were around him. I noticed two women looking at toys and giggling, the looked like they were in their mid 20s, so I tried to blend in and started looking at masturbators. The small version of the Fleshlight was 79$?! I was taken aback and shaking my head. I was trying to maintain the "no eye contact" creed while I browsed all kinds of toys. I stopped in front of the 'prostate massager' section, all shapes and sizes - I never had a massager or anything anal but I heard of the wonders of prostate massages. Too bad my wife and her new friend were fucking around or I'd definitely try to experience something like that. I heard a little whisper behind me, something like "you ask him..."
I turned around and it was the giggling ladies. One was a brunette with very dark brown eyes, the other woman had purple and white streaks in her hair, but had cool blue eyes. Both were very attractive.
"Hmm? What's up ladies? I asked.
They blushed, "ummm, are you gay? No offense if you are... we're just wondering about the prostate massagers..."
I blushed, "OH, NO NO! I'm not gay, I'm straight..." so I did something that I never did with a stranger, I opened up, "I have ED, and I've done some reading and some people say these things help. I just turned 50 a few days ago, and my wife is at home banging her girlfriend and I'm just here... browsing because - well I just took a damn Cialis and ... well that's that. Sorry if it's too much information... I'm not a creep or anything."
The brunette smirked, "You don't look 50 at all, I thought you were about 35 or 40 at most."
Purple haired girl nudged her friend, "he's cute for a 50 year old..."
They both giggled and blushed. I didn't know what to say, this was odd because I've never talked to anyone in any adult bookstore given the exception of the checkout clerk. They saw I was struggling too, and the purple haired one spoke up.
"So you let your wife bang other women? That's kinda hot... I just broke up with my boyfriend, and Amanda just doesn't like dating at all so we're both kinda of single but we keep each other company if you know what I mean?"
My dick twitched.
"I'm Mike," I said, extending a hand out to the purple haired girl. She took it, and replied, "I'm Mary and this is Amanda, nice to meet you Mike."
Amanda's face was turning a bit red, "Mike, since you don't have anything else to do, you want to join us for some coffee? There is a cafe just down the street!"
I agreed, and started walking towards the door when Mary said, "Mike, aren't you forgetting something?" while pointing to the prostate massager.
I picked up the smaller one, $45... and headed for the check out. I paid for it and the clerk put it in a black bag. I turned around and Amanda and Mary were gone. Well there goes that. I left the store and walked to my car.
"Mike!" I heard a call from a distance, it was Amanda waving from across the parking lot.
"Oh I thought you both bugged out," I laughed.
She took me by the arm, "oh hell no, and miss the chance to hang out with a sexy 50 year old with ED??"
We both laughed. Mary, Amanda and me walked down the street arm in arm to a cafe. We sat down and talked for what seemed to be hours. These two women were not only attractive, but smart as hell too. I asked how old they were.
Amanda spoke first, "I'm 23, just turned 23 in January."
"I'm 26," Mary said sipping her coffee.
I laughed, "you're both half my age!"
"Older men are sexy, our generation likes older men. You guys know what you want and you're not complete idiots, or assholes," Amanda said.
Again, my dick twitched.
Mary looked me in the eyes, "we're freaks in the sheets, Mike."
I couldn't help myself, "is that an invitation?"
Amanda put her hand on my knee, "why would two girls in their 20's be hanging out at a bookstore at night unless they had an agenda? You were the first decent guy that came in there and we were in there for a while..."
My heart started racing.
"We're gonna put your little toy to the test, if you let us..."
I was in for an adventure of a lifetime.
We went back and got in my car, I drove them to Mary's apartment, and we all went inside. There really wasn't any wasting time. They stripped me down as soon as the door was shut. My cock was in Amanda's mouth as Mary's tongue probed my throat. My hands wandered from Mary's sexy tits, down to her dripping wet pussy. My cock was rock hard as Amanda shoved it all the way in her mouth to the hilt. I'll admit, I don't have a huge cock, I'm just normal - but the way she was sucking my dick put me on top of the world. They led me to the bedroom and Amanda pushed me down on the bed. Mary unwrapped the prostate massager and started playing with it using her pussy. She let it slip inside her.
I got kind of worried, I never had anything going up my ass before... so my erection started going down.
"Oh, baby - nothing to worry about - just relax..." Mary said.
Amanda climbed on top of my face and I started licking her pussy, she smelled really good, and her pussy tasted sweet. Amanda started moaning and I grabbed on to her nice soft ass to steady her.
I felt Mary playing with my cock, pumping it with her hand, then I felt her mouth around it and I was hard again. As Amanda rod my face, Mary mounted my hard dick and I felt how tight she was. I moaned as her pussy stroked me up and down.
Amanda came hard on my face, squirting a little - but I didn't mind at all. I held her against my mouth until she almost passed out.
Amanda crawled off to the side, and shivered. I could see Mary in all of her glory, bouncing on my cock, smiling. Her nails sunk into my chest as she rode me, moaning. Amanda got up and started fingering Mary's clit and licking her tits as she rode me. Soon Mary came hard, and I could feel her warm pussy juices dripping onto my balls.
"Your turn," Amanda said to me as she grabbed the prostate massager and rubbed it on her pussy.
"We gotta get it nice and wet Mr. Mike..."
Mary spit on her fingers and started rubbing my asshole and Amanda slowly pushed the pussy juice soaked massager in. I moaned in pain, that shit hurt...
"It's ok Mike, we're going to go slow..." and they did.
Mary started sucking on my cock as Amanda slowly used the toy on me. I tried my best to relax. I was trying to focus past the pain... it took a while but Amanda started hitting something that felt so good.
"That's it Mike, relax... we're going to drain those balls..." Amanda said, pushing the toy in, and pulling it slightly out. She started going faster, and then faster as Mary moved her mouth up and down on my pulsating cock.
"Give us all that cum babe, come on..."
I had these two young women fucking the shit out of me... and I felt this weird feeling starting to erupt around my entire body, like all of my nerves were electrified (but in a good way). Suddenly my cock erupted as Mary stopped sucking both of them literally started making out as cum exploded on their tongues and faces. They moaned, they licked my cock and more cum sprayed out. Mary deep throated me, then Amanda did. Then they kissed deeply. I was on the verge of passing out.
"Did you like that, Mike?"
"HOLY FUCK LADIES" I gasped.
They both laughed. They took the massager out of me and put it in a bag.
"I'm going to give you my number, I really hope you call me... I wouldn't mind having more adventures with you..."
"Did you think this was a one time deal old man??" Mary joked.
"You can spend the night with us if you want... no strings, just chill and cuddle and sleep..."
Amanda lit a joint and took a small hit, passing it to me. I took a hit, held it in and let it go as I passed the joint to Mary.
"I'd love to spend the night," I said as we all laid in the bed together.
When I woke up in the morning, both of these babes were cuddled into me. I woke them up and told them I had to go home. They both kissed me goodbye, we exchanged information and they promised me that there were a lot more adventures to come.
When I got home, my wife was passed out in bed with Jessie. Both were naked. Jessie had a tit hanging out of the covers, it was a little saggy compared to the ladies I just spent the evening with.
I started cooking some eggs, but couldn't help of thinking of Amanda and Mary.
I have to confess, I think I am falling in love with two women I just met at an adult bookstore... I've never been treated like that in my life, I felt like a king. Not only was everyone sexually satisfied, we all got along great. Maybe I'm just too deep into a fantasy with two young ladies... but honestly I want more of them. Not even concerned with fucking my wife at this point.

I'm not gay but I will subscribe to the theory that everyone is somewhere on the bisexual scale and I'm comfortable enough with my manhood that fooling around with another guy doesn't freak me out.
Anyway, my confession is that I really want to give a guy a blowjob. Perhaps it's that oral fixation stage I never grew out of or maybe it's because when growing up I had a cousin I was close with and we explored our bodies together, ended up jerking off together and masturbating each other, and then started giving each other blowjobs. It was an absolute guarantee every time our families hung out together (which was normally a couple times a month) we'd find somewhere and someway to get each other off. I took his load in my mouth a couple times and have just always wanted to pick up where those things left off. Of course, now I'm married and she knows about the stuff with my cousin but we do both fantasize about a MMF where we're all getting pleasured and it doesn't matter who is doing what or what is getting put where. We have fun texts messages about it with each other, but I don't know if she realizes how quickly I would say "yes" to an actual MMF encounter.

Spun up and my girl called her gay friend to come over to watch me get a hand job. He wasnt home. And now im disappointed lol. Sumthin about another guy doing things to me when im spun. I wanna masturbate next to her and talk about him. Doing a fat ass bump and right as that rush hits pushing his head down on my cock