Best Weekend ever❤️So this weekend my mom took my kids and my wife and I decided to cut loose and have a little spun fun. As the night progressed and the substance started to work its magic the conversation turned from normal sexual thoughts and favors to a different vibe. I have had an intense sexual relationship with my sister since she was 8 and I was 12. We both grew up in an area that is pretty much ravaged by methamphetamine I began using at around 11 years old which did its part in making me quite hyper sexual. The thing is I have also always had a pretty strong paraphilia. I am a somnophiliac, and once I started using my sexuality began to gain strength. When I was three I woke up and realized there was something in my pants. When my eyes focused I saw that it was my aunt Ericas hand… which at the time was not a big deal to me, I progressed pretty quick thru infancy and even as far away from puberty as I was, my body still responded to her touch. So tracing it back it seems that that is probably where the para Thalía began. Fast forward to 11 years old and I am using pretty much on a daily basis and I’m sure given the type of group this is that many people in here found their way to this lifestyle thru that substance💯 One night my dog peed on my sisters bed. She had nowhere else to sleep so sometime in the middle of the night she got into bed with me. I woke up around 3 o’clock in the morning because she had nuzzled her self all the way up against me and had cocked her leg over my knees and was basically straddling my thigh. To be completely honest with you I never thought twice about it… it went on that way for roughly the next two or so years. It was top-secret and no one knew about it not even her. like I said this started through somnophilia, by the way I do not condone that behavior I was very young and I had begun using methamphetamine and I was also just beginning puberty my head was a little out there. But I am not downplaying sexual assault in any way shape or form. Please understand if you do not have full consent it is rape 💯 I was always careful to not wake her up and I never penetrated her, it wasnt that kind of vibe. it was very soft and loving in all honesty. Some touching and grinding and then I would just take care of myself. When she was 10 without my knowledge she began using methamphetamine, she tried it one night at a friend from school’s house and went from there. One evening just like many other evenings I was laying down in my bed and she had gone in her room and was messing around on the laptop. I was just waiting for her to fall asleep, which I thought she did after about two hours. So I made my way to her room and quickly open the door and closed it behind me and locked it like always, it serves two purposes 1: make sure no one comes in the room 2: it makes a creaking noise so if she’s awake it will alert her and it’s a lot easier to explain away coming into someone’s room over explaining why you’re hard as a rock and it’s pressed up against your sisters ass cheeks💯 so I walked over and slid into the bed she moved a little bit, she normally doesn’t do that she’s normally a very heavy sleeper so I just laid there for a second quietly. After a few minutes I could hear her breathing steady so I moved my hand a little bit downward to where it would rest on her butt cheek. She didn’t move nothing happen like always so with my middle finger I started to caress between her legs from behind her and immediately she set up and turn the light on in there I was🤣🤣 So fucking embarrassed and terrified. But she did something that I never once thought she would ever in her life do if she caught me doing my thing… she started asking me questions! How long have you been doing this, why do you think you do it, what is it about me??? not the normal questions or attitude you would expect in anyway. And please understand we do not come from a family that has this type of background, if our parents ever found out I honestly have no idea what they would do… but I also didn’t think she would handle it the way she did. That evening we just talked and she said that she was in a relationship with someone but it wasn’t necessarily serious and that she didn’t hate me and she wasn’t mad at me she just wanted me to be honest with her. We have a bond that transcends everything else I don’t know where it comes from but we’re almost the same person💯 the next night our father left he had to work a double and my mother worked evenings anyways so they asked us to cook for the younger kids when we did and we got them fed and finally got them to calm down around 930. Once we finished with that we were beginning to calm down if you know you know… it was time to roll a bowl. We went into my room and fixed it all up and she took the first rip when I say she took the first rip I mean she was like a freight train I watched her pupils dilate right in front of me I was instantly hard as a rock💯 when you use that substance it can begin to become a part of your sexuality the drug itself can turn you on. But that was not the case in this situation she started telling me that there was a reason why all of her boyfriends look like me and had a tendency to break the law😂 she said she had been attracted for quit a while now, but we also knew that this was a relationship that we would have to keep to ourselves because society just does not understand💯 so we never stopped she’s married with two kids and still to this day every time we get together we find some reason that we need to head up to the store and go grab something. So like I was saying at the beginning of this post my wife and I decided to have a little sponge fun this weekend and we began talking and for some reason for the first time in my life I feel comfortable talking about this. She was completely quiet the whole way through she did not ask me questions while I was talking she just looked with kind of a indifferent look on her face. It took me about eight minutes to lay it all out and she was quiet for maybe 15 seconds, my heart started pounding!! I just knew that I had just destroyed my life, that she was going to think I was some kind of a deviant and leave me and take my kids and I would never see them again😞 BUT…. after that eternity of a 15 seconds. I had begun to tear up and I was sniffling a little because I was about to cry and she said what’s wrong with you?? I said I feel like I just made the biggest mistake I’ve ever made in my life. And she said, babe you can tell me anything I will never turn my back, I will never walk away, I trust you completely and since we’re on the subject Ive wanted to fuck your sister since I first met her 10 years ago😳 we basically sat here the whole weekend and talked about the different kinks and fetishes that we had never told each other and our relationship is stronger because of it we called my sister and my sister feels the same way about her, so Christmas Thanksgiving and Easter is about to get a whole lot more fun🤣 sorry for the long post this is my first one so I figured I’d go ahead and lay it all out. 

If you can’t remember it didn’t happen💯