22 Jul 2019 GothicBlue commented
@slv_Juliane This is still stitches at this point. The scars still need to form, and will likely get a bit wider over time as I use my arms more, but mostly it should look okay, I think.
21 Jul 2019 GothicBlue commented
@MasterRuler Thank you. I really love it so far, though obviously I have a lot more healing to go!
18 Mar 2019 GothicBlue commented
@sadddi I won't lie - it's very painful. So painful that it took 20 years of only trying to do it once every 5 years until this past year when I resolved to keep going as long as it took. All of the erectile tissue still isn't gone. It's going to take surgical removal, I think, to get it all. As for the other one, that's going to have to be done surgically as well. It's just too painful to get to this point by burning the other nipple the same way I did the first one.
18 Jan 2019 GothicBlue commented
@profunrat My ideal, actually, is to have the rest of the erectile tissue and nipple tissue removed from my left breast and keep that breast but have the right breast removed entirely. Of course, this is rather difficult to obtain, leaving me with only the options of having both nipples removed by someone other than a surgeon but still having two breasts OR having both breasts removed. Insurance and accepted medical practice will only cover one of these, and I don't want two full breas
29 Dec 2018 GothicBlue commented
@profunrat I just used a hot knife heated over a flame. A butter knife. I seared rather than cut it away. I did it over a 20 year period, burning more and more away each time, and lately have tried wart freeze & wart remover as well, though it's nowhere near as effective as burning. I want to have them both surgically removed, though, I think, because there is STILL erectile tissue there that refuses to go away. I might just have both of my breasts removed entirely to get rid of i
29 Dec 2018 GothicBlue commented
@profunrat As I was saying, I love the look & feel of a smooth, nippleless breast, but I'm willing to have both breasts completely removed if that's what it takes to get rid of both nipples & ALL erectile tissue, completely & permanently. Plus, I think that holds a whole other type of sex appeal, permanently & totally removing both of my breasts, without any attempt to disguise it with implants or prostheses, without trying to save or retain the nipple(s), leaving nothing but scars on
29 Dec 2018 GothicBlue commented
@profunrat Yes, I do want the areola to be removed, too. I've tried to do that with the left one, as well, but it's very stubborn and doesn't want to stay gone. I've asked my doctor for a referral for an assessment for breast reduction, and if I get a surgeon willing to remove both breasts entirely, or at least almost entirely, and still bill it as breast reduction, I might just get both breasts completely removed, nipples and all, but I love the look and feel of a smooth, nippleless
14 Nov 2018 GothicBlue commented
@ToddBertrang Nice. That's what I want to do, too - leave the clit underneath the sealed labia, and I'm working toward getting medical approval for a hysterectomy and vaginectomy, too, so I can eventually have everything closed up except for the urethral opening. This look is so beautiful. I'm very jealous of her.
03 Oct 2018 GothicBlue commented
@MasterRuler Thank you!
18 Jul 2018 GothicBlue commented
@melissabrowne Yeah, I just need to find someone willing to do it for me! And preferably also remove the rest of what remains of the left nipple where the skin healed over the burn.
03 Jul 2018 GothicBlue commented
@melissabrowne My preference would be to have the entire breast with the normal nipple completely removed, leaving just the breast with the nullified nipple on one side and a scar on the other, but it would be easier to either get a double mastectomy as part of gender non-binary top surgery OR to have someone surgically remove the other nipple. I definitely plan to have the other one surgically removed rather than burning it off, with or without the rest of the breast. Burning is too